Tied in Knots

The day was not as long as it could have been, but being the firs day after being taken as a pet, I must say, it was longer then I wanted it to be. The lunch rush was almost over when Tony came in with three other men, I could only assume from his workplace. They all looked more then happy to put someone in their place and knot the ends. Tony walked past me, allowing his hands to flow over my ass, still only covered by the skirt I was wearing, since he had not given me panties this morning. I felt the chill of ecstasy hit my sex, the moment his hands came across my ass. He had a small bag with him, and I hoped it was something for me, but then again, did I want my other co-workers seeing the kind of gifts a master would give? I already had been working in my caller all day. I was lucky, that my manager knew I was a bit risky when it came to what I liked to wear and show to the public, but I think this even pushed his buttons a bit. Not that it is a bad thing to push your manager, from time to time. I sat tony and his friends at the large round table in the corner. there were very few people in here at his time of the day and they looked like they had business to talk about, so this would give them a lot of room. I was not serving today, only seating, but I did get to stand around a bit to see him, and allow him to see me.

They had their lunch and by the time they were getting ready to pay, Tony reached out and took my hand, slipping something small into it. I walked back to the hostess station and looked at my small gift. Not sure what to think, it was a bit of multi colored rope tied into what looked like an eight. It had a key ring fed through the top of the eight, with one key on it, and a note.

“This is so you can let yourself in when you get off before me, but know you are not to get on the bed, you may lie in your bed, but if you are out front, I expect you to be in nothing more then what you have under your work cloths for the day. I hope you understand my meaning. Thats a good girl!”

It was odd, in the past if a boy friend gave me a key to their place, I would never think to go there without them being home, but now, this is not just his place to lie, it is his area to enjoy his new pet. I knew I would be getting off in only a few minutes, but I also knew I was supposed to go out with friends. I had been planed for many weeks. I saw no reason to ask anyone permission for me to be allowed to live my life. I was fine with being a pet, when I was in his personal presence, but I knew, I was not ready to belong so completely to another, that I would have to ask permission to live my life separately from his own. If it ever came up, between Tony and I that he wanted complete control over me, it would have to be seriously considered. I had too many friends to go back to being treated like a child. Something told me, while I was standing here thinking this, that This man did want to control my every action. my every thought, and my every desire. He was looking at me, from his table, and smiled when I did not come right over to him. His hand was below the table, outstretched. Last night when he did this, it was his way of telling me he wanted me to take his hand. My manager took this exact moment to get my attention from the back of the place and I knew I had duties to attend to so I could finish my shift. I walked past Tony and his friends and did not reach out to take his hand. the look on his face as I walked by was something between disappointment and annoyance.

The last nine days had been amazing, I knew this was a world I was interested in being a part of, but after only nine days, I knew I needed more space to spend with my friends and get back to my every day life. When I got to the office an the manager was sitting there, his first words were very clear, not angry, but clear. He told me I could never again wear any kind of bondage gear to work. And I needed to make sure to have proper under clothing on. I knew this was not going to go over well with Tony, but I also knew I had to have a job, and unless I wanted to be completely dependent on him, if even he wanted that, I had to have a job. Don’t get me wrong, I love the movies where the woman falls in love to the rich guy and he allows them to do what ever they want and takes care of everything. I knew this may one day lead to this, but for now, I had a job, and I had to follow the rules to keep it. I returned to the front and did my side work so I could leave for the day. Tony and his business friends had already left, but Tony was standing outside the door. I stepped out to say good buy, but when I did his grip on my arm told me everything I needed to know about his mood. It told me more then I wanted to know about the person I was entering into a different kind of serious relationship with. His voice was deep, and the other men waiting for him seemed to enjoy seeing him act this way with me. One more thing I was not comfortable with.

“The keychain was a hit to tonights activities, and the next time I show you I want your attention, I need you to come to me!”

“Look last night was amazing, and I am sure some of your world is what I am interested in, but if you are going to act like this in front of your little friends then you can keep your key, keep your world and keep your shit! I have work to do, if you want to see me tonight, you can call me like a normal behaving person. If not, then I am sure I will be just fine. I have lived without you for twenty eight years, I am not going to fall to pieces now without you.”

When I forced my way out of his grip and told him I was not some toy to always play with, I thought he was going to snap. To my amazement, he simply smiled, an apologized for his behavior and told me he would call me later. He asked me to keep the key, and consider what his note had said. I kept the key, but need to think seriously about what I was doing. My stomach was in knots. My mind was racing, and I knew this was more serious then I had taken it last night. I needed help understanding everything I was walking into. I did not want to get tied into something I was unsure about, and I know my future with Tony was going to be tightly knotted an it scared me. Right as he was turning to leave, I spoke, hoping he wouldn’t take any kind of offense.

“You know, I am going to have more time off then you today, is there a book you can tell me to read that may help me better understand what it is I am getting myself into with all this an you?”

“Actually there is. Goto a book store and buy yourself a copy of “s&m 101”. It should help you better understand what I am wanting and expecting of you. I would still like to see you tonight, if you don’t have planes.”

“That would be nice. Say your place around 6:30?”

“That would be great”

His words said what I heard, but his voice said this was not what he had wanted today. He had wanted to show me off to his damn friends and not have me challenging his every word. But I am not one to simply bow down to anyone, and if he wanted that he too would have to earn it of me. Walking back inside I did all the things needed before I could clock out. I kept telling myself the name of the book, so I would not forget. By the time I left it was around three and I know I could just go across the river and see if the levee bookstore had the book I wanted.

It was a beautiful afternoon, so I decided to walk. It would only be a few miles and I needed the exercise and time to get my own thoughts clear. It took almost ninety minutes to walk across the river, and find myself in a Barnes & Nobel. I was happy when the woman behind the counter was able to show me the book Tony had mentioned. It was a large book, nothing I was going to read over this afternoon, but the picture on the front gave me ample ideas of what the insides held. Black and red print, and a hand holding what looked like a riding crop for a horse. this had to be the book. I got the idea he would love to have a crop like that, but it was going to be some time before I was ready for all that. The woman who had helped me find it, noticed the new rope key chain Tony had given me, and smiled at it. She had, what looked like some kind of pagan based tattoo’s on her arms. A sunflower and a few other pics. Her name tag said Jessica H.

“You know dear, if you are into rope and knots too, this would be an amazing book to add to your purchase today. “Bondage for sex”. I looked at the front cover and knew instantly this is what he had meant when he had given me he key. This is what he wanted to do tonight. Tie me up and do who knew what after. Chills fell down my spine thinking about he things someone could do to you while tied like the pictures in the book. the woman standing next to me was still there and smiling. She seemed to know a bit more about all this then I did. Looking at her, I noticed a small bruise on her left arm. She looked down at it and smiled.

“Yep, that is what that is from. If you like to be tied up, get use to a few bruises.”

I was taken back a bit that she would be so open about this to someone she did not know, but it made me think she may have some words of wisdom for me.

“Would you happen to have any time to talk about your interest in this? I am kinda of out of my league, and want to understand. I have a guy wanting things of me, I am truly worried about.”

“You know, understanding this dark world is a very good idea. the first time I got into it, I was with a guy who would have been more then pleased for me to just give up all my freedom to him, and not ask any questions. I get off in about ten minutes, if you would like to have a cup of coffee and talk?”

“That would be great, thank you for understanding.”

“The shadows, and darkness is a fun place to live and play, but if you don’t understand what you re getting yourself into, you can and will get badly hurt. I will see you back up here in ten then.”

This was exactly hat I needed and wanted. To talk to another woman who had lived in the world I was finding myself invited into. I payed for my books and went back upstairs to get a cup of coffee. It was still very warm outside, so I choose to get a frappuccino and not hot coffee. I went out to sit in the sun and enjoy the day. Jessica was good to her word, about three minutes after I sat down, she came out and sat next to me, drinking about the same thing I already had. She took her seat and introduced herself.

“Hi again, my name is Jessica Hattfield, I am so glad you were interested in talking to me. I know everything leading you to buying those books must be making you nuts. Maybe I can help you with all of it. I would hate for anyone to go through the hell I went through when I first entered the world of BDS&M. It is an amazing thing, and way to live. but doing it safely is always the best thing possible, for you and for the other person.”

The more she spoke the more I was glad to have taken the time to talk to her. I knew she would know how to answer my questions and clarify if my fears had merit. I told her about Tony, how we had met, and how everything had progressed thus far. I made sure shaken how much I had enjoyed last night, but also of my fears of how much he seemed to want to control everything.

“Am I being silly, I don’t think he would hurt me, but I felt odd today when he stopped in for lunch with his business partners. I like the new side of his lifestyle, but I’m not sure I am ready to completely be a pet or his property. Is that bad?”

“Honestly, I wish I had been this concerned about the first master I tripped over, so no. You have every right to want to know what he is looking for, before you go do something that will upset your life or his. You are very smart to be coming out buying books trying to find your own understanding in all of this. A life dedicated to another completely is amazing, but if you are not ready for it, and they are too quick to put you in chains, it will all go south and you will be the one damaged for it. So my question is to you and only you; What do you want from him? What do you want from a life involved with bondage, being tied up and down. Do you have any idea what all he wants from you?”

I sat and thought about everything that had happened in the last few weeks and knew exactly where it was going, especially after his visit today. I did not know what to think about his  friends being some kind of spectators, but then we had not sat down an talked about any of it. What she was saying about me getting hurt was not on my menu for sure, but I also knew if he hurt me, and I did not make a point to sit he and I down and find this out what he wanted before hand it would be partly my own fault. The day was starting to wind down when I finished speaking with her. She and I exchanged number and facebook pages. She told me of meetings and web sites I could goto for local information on s&m Communities and forums. I knew this day had been planed out by the Goddess. I was so lost when I came in, but now I felt as if I may be able to make sense of all this.

I started across the bridge, to walk back to OTR, and when I was no more then half way over the river, my phone rang. Looking down and seeing it was Tony, Something started to churn inside me.

“Hello? No, I am just walking back form Kentucky now. Yes, I bought the book you suggested, and another one on rope bondage, I had a feeling since you gave me the figure eight at lunch. Tonight, that would be nice, but I would like to start in a public place so I can speak with you about everything. Yes, I am happy with us right now, I just want to understand what you want from me, of me, and from us so I am clear about it. Ah, yes, I can come to your place before we go out, if you like. It should take me about thirty five minutes to get back there from here. Yes, I am just coming across the purple walking bridge now. Great! See you in  a while then.”

I had really wanted to meet in public, before I went back to his place, but it could not hurt to meet him there. At least I hoped it would not hurt, me or the relationship. As I walked through downtown, I started to wonder if going back to his place tonight was such a good idea. I took an extra street to the west so I could think for a few more minutes.  When I was coming up on Vine, I stood on the far corner and looked up to the balcony I knew was his. To my deeper concern, I saw him and the men who had come with him standing outside drinking beers. I was alright with going up to speak and see him before we left, but them being there sent another warning down my spin, and I seriously felt as if something were seriously off about this. My first reaction was to call him and ask him to come down, but as the thought went through my head, I saw him pull out a large spool of the same rope my keychain was made of, only larger size. He and his friends were having a good laugh about something and I saw one of his friends holding the wrist and ankle cuffs he had given me last night. Now I knew there was more going on here then I wanted to deal with on my own tonight. After all I had only known him a few weeks, and last night I had found closer to what he truly wanted a girl friend for. I am no longer sure if the words girl or friend covered the bill, and I was not going to go up there with he and his friends possibly being drunk and playing with bondage gear, most likely meant for me, alone.

Bakersfield would not be too packed yet, seeing how it was only four thirty, so I walked down this side of the street and walked back in and sat down at the bar. By this time I was completely tied in knots and no longer knew what I should do. One of the bar tenders came over and said hi, I ordered a margarita and a daily shot, hoping it would calm me down a bit. The shot arrived, and before any more thoughts could go through my head, I took it down and asked for another. This alone was not a good sign, I rarely did shots, and even Tim behind the bar seemed to look at me funny when I ordered another. When it arrived, I took a few deep breaths and then my new shot. I was now feeling tipsy and a bit out of it, I needed food and someone to talk to about how I now felt over Tony. I took out my phone and called Jessica, from the bookstore, hoping she would answer. When she picked up the phone and sounded so cheerful, it helped me calm down a bit. she was with the man she called master and also lived with, so when I asked if they would want to come to Bakersfield and have dinner and drinks, they were happy to accept. I hung up the phone and instantly felt better about my choices for the night. They had said thy were only about fifteen minutes out, So I went ahead and put us on the list for a table, knowing it would take at lest that long to file through.

When I got back to the bar my phone rang again, only this time it was Tony. I knew he would hear the bar noise in the background, but I knew I was safe here, and wanted to stay that way.

“Hello? No, I am back at Bakersfield having a drink. No! I don’t feel comfortable being alone with you in your place till we sit down and discuss everything and anything you want and expect from me. I am glad you assure me there is nothing to worry about, but I feel very uncomfortable with all this. You left a caller on me all day, I got in trouble at work over it and I know you have the same men over now you had at lunch. I will not be made into some kind of spectacle! No! If you don’t want to be honest and up front with me, then you can go back to looking for another woman to do this shit with!”

I hung up and Tim looked at me with a bit of concern. I had known him since I started at Bakersfield and knew him to be a good honest guy. He leaned over the bar with a pair of heave kitchen scissors in his hand.

“Are you alright love, I have never seen you this upset, and after overhearing your call, I have to wonder if you want that thing around your neck?”

“No Tim, I really don’t, but I am not sure those will cut it off either.”

I was close to tears when I finally realized he had expected me to come up there with his friends watching and do something to me with or without my acceptance. I knew I was shaking and Tim waved me to the back kitchen. It took him some doing, but he and a cook were able to cut off the caller and hand it back to me. A good deal of my fears and concerns feel away when the caller did too. I walked back out to the bar, took my seat and took a deep drink of my margarita. the alcohol helped me get a grip on myself and when I looked up, Jessica and her master were walking in. I waved them over to the bar and I stood to introduce myself to the man she was with. He was very nice and polite.

“Hi!, Thank you Jessica I was not sure how to deal with Tony tonight, and you two coming out to have dinner with me really helps. I hope I did not take you two away from anything you already had planned?”

“Goodness no, I had just wanted in when you called and we did not have any planes tonight. Though I want to thank you, we have wanted to come over and try Bakersfield for some time. So, we get to make new friends, and find a new favorite place to eat. Oh, This is Kevin, the man I told you about earlier today. I am happy to say I am his slave, and I know if you have any more questions from his point of view he will be happy to answer them for you.”

Something about her voice alone made me see their way of life did not have to be all dark. They, actually seemed to be very happy with one another, and Jessica was now wearing a smaller caller, like the one I had been wearing all day. The hostess came over and sat us. Food would help everything, it always did, and after the day I’ve had maybe more drinks too. We all found out we drank the same thing, so we ordered a pitcher of margarita and then food.

My phone rang six times during dinner, all from Tony. I knew without a doubt by the time we were finished eating, this was not a man I wanted to enter into any kind of relationship with. Especially not one that included something like bondage. I wanted to try out this new way of living, but I needed to do it in a way that I would feel safe, and the other person would not make me feel as if my mind, and soul were already in knots. We were getting ready to leave when my phone rang for a seventh time. I was a bit shocked when Kevin reached for my phone and smiled at me. I did not stop him and was very curious of what he would say to Tony.

“Hello? No, this is not Tutu, this is a friend who is having dinner with her. You should know you are scaring the hell out of this woman. I know exactly what you are, what you want to do with and to her, but if you continue this I will not be surprised when she calls the police on you. No, you may not know my name! No, I will not give her the phone. She is right next to me an my girlfriend and is hearing everything I am saying. Your key, well I would suggest you come over here and collect it yourself. I can promise you, this woman will not be coming up to your apartment alone, not tonight or in the foreseeable future. no, Sorry, not going to help you with that. thats right, good bye.”

He handed my phone back to me and tried to speak through laughing.

“That man is not any kind of person you want to walk into our world with. He will hurt you and make sure to break you as quickly as he can to keep complete control over you. I told him to come get his own key. He seemed quite upset you would not speak with him, but I hope I did not say anything out of line on your behalf.”

“Goodness no, I m so thankful to have met you both. Jessica this afternoon and now you. When I came back on the street and saw he and his friends making jokes with rope an cuffs I feared going over alone, or at all.”

Jessica looked as if she was about to beat some ass, though I would not have minded watching that. I think she could have done some serious damage to Tony if she wanted too. I decided to get one more shot, and got a round for the table. When the tequila arrived, we all took it, smiled and they asked if I would like to walk with them for a while, and maybe come over to they place for games tonight. This morning this is far from the day I had expected to have, but I was not upset with the way fate had stepped in and given her opinion of my life.

As we were walking out, Tony and his friends, who were very drunk, walked right up to Kevin an seemed to want to start shit. He very politely asked me for the key, handed it to Tony and pushed the three of us past to be on our way. We had only taken a few steps when, from Jessica’s point of view, Tony said completely the wrong thing.

“You stupid little slave slut, do you think you can accept my affection one night, and then get away with playing games the very next day? Get your ass back here you stupid slut!”

Jessica took one look at Kevin. One at me, and smiled. I was glad to have her on my side, but the smile on her face said enough to make me cringe.

“Please excuse me, so I can go fuck this mother fucker up. This bitch needs some manners, and I just happen to have a spare set I can beat him with!”

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Learning to Heel

It had been nine days since I had been allowed to make my own decisions. Nine days since I had not had to ask permission to use the bathroom, take a shower or even finger myself. I had been fully warned about the decision I was making. I had been told over and over I was not going to get out of my contract. I knew all of this and still I signed over my life, my will , my freedom and my very soul. For the most part I really had nothing to complain about. I still had my career. I still had my friends and family, though I have not told any of them about my new life decision. I am not sure how my friends would react, but I knew damn good and well how my family would. I would get looked at sideways by my brother for he rest of my life. My little sister, who is still in high school would tell me I was worse then her being called a slut, though she really is. I can only hope she had not been introduced to the idea of becoming a slave to another person yet, though in American high schools today, it really would not surprise me. My mother, would only stair at me and not be able to say a word, but then there was my dad. He would most likely pull out the belt, forget I am twenty eight years old, and to fuck with him that much more, I would most likely say something along the line of, “I have already been disciplined today dad, but thank you”. He would drop the belt, an his jaw and may not speak to me he rest of my life.

Come on though, it is not like I am binging home my owner and he is going to have me on a short dog leash, or anything like that. Well, maybe that would be fun too, but I want to tell others about my new life, I am in love with it. The only part that frightened me, from the start was the idea of being considered property, but after the last nine days, I kind of like the fact that all the decisions in life are no longer my problem. My master makes them all for me now. He does ask, most of the time, and when he demands, it still is just so easy to answer, “Yes master.” I have always liked the idea of living outside the box and now I don’t even acknowledge the box at all. I work in a world where I have to take orders for a living, so it made sense that I would do the same when I got home too. I am twenty eight years old, my name is Tutu and I work as a server at a restaurant called Bakersfield, in Over the Rhine. it is a small section of Cincinnati Ohio, that use to be a hard neighborhood, but, in the last few years has been brought back to the bright life of the city. Lots of restaurants, lots of shops going in and amazing rental property. The rental property if one more reason saying master is so nice now. My master, Tony, though I am never to call him that, in any situation. He cam into Bakersfield and I simply could not take my eyes off him, nor he me. When he came in a second time and asked if he was allowed to buy me a drink when I got off, I just had to give him a chance.

Looking at him, no one would ever know what he does behind closed doors, or out in public when no one is paying attention, but he is very good at his side of this, and I must say, I feel more and more comfortable with my side of things. I was given the option of signing a contract with him for six months or for one year. I was still unsure what I truly wanted and I felt uncomfortable about not having my own place altogether, so I agreed to six months, his time. When he had first had me over, and I saw how well he lived, I was more then a bit confused to gain the knowledge of how he wanted to live. As we got to know each other and started in the realm of a sexual engagement, I will say  I have never had better sex, or felt more care for. On the night of our two month anniversary He bought me a present, and though we ate out in a nice restaurant, he had me open it there. You, can imagine my response when it was a black and red gag-ball with matching wrist and ankle cuffs. All of it was very high quality, not just some novelty item picked up at the local mall. The gag and ball were of soft black suede and at the ball of red latex. The cuffs were a mixture of black suede and red satin lining. He had taken me out that day and bought me a black dress with little bits red lace around the breast line and jut above my knees. I could tell he had anticipated this moment for some time, and after my initial shock of the meaning behind the present, I actually found myself looking forward to having them used on me.  Over the course of the meal, he spoke to me in a different way. He told me about how he had wanted a sex slave for many years and he wanted one who would take as much enjoyment in it as he would get from it.

I think all woman think, from time to time, about wanting to be dominated or owned. I know I had, but when it is put to you in such a way as giving this kind of gift, it makes it oh so  real and doubts form in your mind during the anticipation period. I had opened the gift just after our wine had been poured and throughout dinner he made it clear, some of the responsibilities involved with his new request. By the time dessert arrived, I knew this was something I wanted to try, so he gave me a simple task to prove to him how much I was willing to be leashed. His tone was soft, his voice sure and his request, entertaining enough to make me blush and say yes. His request was that I would remove my new lace panties and give them to him. Not hide them under the table, but the bring them to the top of the table and fold them and then hand them to him, in signature of handing him a leash to my life. I finished my dark chocolate torte with a sip of coffee, and then proceeded to do as he asked. I was sure this was the kind of thing that would not be looked on with high regards by the dining staff, but that had to be part of the point. We had been sat in the middle of the room, with many other tables dining around us, though I was just as equally sure, this had been done by him on purpose.

I reached down, slid my fingers up under my dress and felt for the edges of my new panties. It was a shame, in my mind, they may be the most comfortable panties I had ever worn.

Once I had them down to my knees, the waiter just had to come over and snd right above me. Tony could only wink at me and smile as he ordered more coffee and another desert. I thought about kicking him playfully, but considering he was inviting me to be a pet or more I thought about learning to heal. the waiter walked away, though I felt him looking at me as he did so. Feeling more self conscious now, I allowed the panties to fall to my ankles and leaned over to get them off my shoes. Once I had them in my hand. Tony had instructed me to wait till he asked for them and then I was, without hesitation, to bring them up, fold them and hand them to him. And yes, of course he waited till the waiter was coming back with his coffee and desert to ask. I glared at him, but did as I was asked. I was about to hand them over when the waiter looked down at me trying to decide what to say next. his words will be etched into my mind for the rest of my life.

“Excuse me Miss, is there anything I can do to help you?”

“No thank you,I am just doing as I am told.”

And with that, I handed them to only and smiled, trying not to laugh myself out of my chair. He took them from me, without missing a beat and thanked the man for his drink an food all at the same moment. I think the man had, either taken care of tony before or had been told before hand. He, also smiles, an left the table. Tony seemed very pleased with me, he scooted his chair around the table to sit next to me smiling from ear to ear. I knew I should not push my limits with him, but then I never have been very good at following rules before.

“Is there anything else I can do to make you smile?”

“You know, while you mention it, I think my fingers may be a bit cold from the ice cream. Can you think of any place on or in your body I could put them to warm them?”

I almost died from the shock, but I realized he was completely serious an thought again. I looked right at him, reached down and pulled up the ends of my dress so my bare vagina was now showing under the table. I caught his eyes and motioned between my legs. I could only sigh, when he responded out loud.

“My dear, is there something you would like to tell me, I am having problems understanding what you want, and I would hate to get the wrong impression from you.”

I bit my lip, tried to think of ho to say this openly without upsetting someone else around me, but realized if anyone overhear me, there was little to no way of not upsetting them. I looked over to him an he only smiled in a playful way, knowing he was going to get his way, but hat was the point of all this right. Him being in control of me and my being submissive.

“I think the best place for you to warm your fingers would be as deep or shallow into my vagina as you would like, but please feel free to put them anywhere you like.”

I thought better of some of my words after I said them, but now it was too late. I could only hope he would not push my boundaries too far, but then again I was starting to see a very dark playful side of him. As it were he did lean over my lap, place his left hand between my legs and gently push his index and second finger into my body. I had already been turned on by the rest of the ordeal so when they slipped into me, I found I could barely breath, my skin was flushed and my heartbeat extremely high. I leaned into his second push and I could feel the pressure of my orgasm breaking the surface. I tried to keep the moans to a minimum but as he continued to probe my sex, I found I could no longer maintain any form of stability. I fell over the table and held my breath. The flood hit and I no longer cared who noticed. I had not engaged in sex for far too long and now,  my body was going to enjoy every drop  and thrust it could. Right before I became too much to deal with, he removed his fingers from my sex, though when I assumed he was finished, he looked me in the yes an made sure I knew at that moment, contract or not, I belonged to him!

Now his fingers slid under my sex, across the perennial separating my vagina and anus and pushed a bit more forcefully as his fingers penetrated my ass. This brought on a second orgasm and my body searched from the shock and excitement of being ass fingered in a public place. All in all this was not the worse thing I had ever done. I know that makes me sound like a total slut, but I like to live my life as much as possible. Back in college, I think I had sex in every building on the campus, including the library. I tried to keep those thoughts in my head as Tony continued to fuck my ass with his first two fingers, the orgasm was wearing off and he reentered my sex with his remaining fingers. Now this was new! I had only ever once before had someone play with my ass, but now, my ass and my vagina were both being finger fucked and in one of th nicest restaurants in town, no doubt. I was completely enjoying myself, but, at the same time wishing we could go back to his place so he could and would use the rest of  me. To my complete annoyance, we did not go back to his place after the finger fuck and dinner. HE played with me till the waiter came with the bill to see him playing with me, to see me red from sham and orgasm and complete obedience. He removed his fingers, went to the rest room and came back to pay. We left, with me thinking an apartment would be a nice change, then we walked a few blocks and found our selves in the middle of town, and no where near his car or home. I could only imagine what else he had planed for us, till he was pushing me into a rather dark alley and lifting my dress above my hips. No warning, his cock was being plunged into my ass, and something cold and slimy being dripped on me and him both. I could not help but to grunt, moan and even squeak. My hands on the dirts brick wall to my front and my legs rathe close together. A police car drove past, but did not give us a second glance as he made sure to thrust deep and hard at the exact moment. I put my face to one side, looking away from the street and police car. He continued to ass fuck me and then, with as little warning as he began, he pulled himself out, dropped my dress and pulled up his zipper. He took a step to walk further down the street, and when I started to hold back, he looked at me in disbelief.

“Are you coming or are you going to stay in that alley all night?”

I did not know if he was being playful, or if he truly wanted an answer. I was still having problems breathing and another orgasm was reaching for the surface. I had, never before had a man actually fuck my ass, only use fingers. It hd hurt, more then I had thought it would. He hd gotten my body ready to be totally used and then stopped. Honestly, at this point, I did not know which was worse. Having it slammed in without any warning or having it pulled out with even less. He held out his hand to me, making sure with his eyes I knew he was being completely serous. I took his hand an we walked towards the north of downtown. As we walked, I could feel the lube, he had used, leaking out of my ass, and down my leg. It was most disturbing, though I kept quiet and said nothing. Across a few more streets, and another light. We found ourselves at Washington park, and next to no one there. the sun had set some hours before and I was not going to complain. He had made it completely clear he was going to play with me, and use me in any way he could think of and it was my job to take it, deal with being uncomfortable and simply submit to his every wish.

By the time we sat down on the center fountain, in the middle of the park, my ass had stopped hurting from the abrupt fuck, though I was actually longing to be used the same again. We sat for  long while, no words being spoken, no fingers or cock penetrating my form. A small group of children came over to play in the fountain and lights. I relaxed when they came over, knowing he would not do anything sexual with young children so close to us. I was comfortable till he leaned over and whispered in my ear.

“I find it amusing that you relax when children are around. I may be decent enough to not use or play with you around them, but your open relaxation at their presence only makes me want to do worse things to you then already planned. Some masters may see it as your way of being disobedient and willful. What do you think of that?”

I found myself frozen to say much of anything. I knew what he was saying was completely accurate. I knew I had seen the children as a way to take back some control, though I was not sure I had meant for it to be sign of disobedience. I sat there unable to answer him, realizing, this also was not an appropriate response to a question from him. I found out, that even while he had a bit of decency around children, he did not like being ignored. He leaned over to me again, this time with a bit of evil in his voice.

“You seem to be lacking for wards, and since I already know how much you like action over words, I think now would be a very good time for you to give me that matching bra to go with your panties in my pocket. Don’t you think I should have them whole pair?”

I knew not answering was no longer an option, so I spoke out loud and evenly.

“I do believe it would make sense for you to have them both.I also think I might do something to upset the children, don’t you?”

“Now Tutu, look at them, they are having so much fun playing in the water. I actually don’t think they have looked at us once. , so why don’t you godhead and be a sneaky woman and give my your bra!”

This was the first time I felt like it was not a request. This was him telling me what I was going to do, and just like with my panties, I was going to do it. No matter my personal feeling on it. This was a test, if ever I had been tested before. I wanted to please him, and wanted to be the slave and toy he wanted me to be. So I answered in turn, much to his pleasure.

“Yes master, I will do as I am told.”

“Very good girl! Proceed please.”

I don’t know why I felt so good having him respond to me like I was a dog, but I did. I pulled my left hand up into my dress and slid my bra strap under that arm and put it back in the dress. I did the same with my right arm and when I had unlatched the back from outside my dress, I saw him looking at me, licking his lips. Now, I know I like my body, and I knew most men liked my body, but to have my master looking at me, while I partially undressed in a public place, and lick his lips like I was something to be eaten, gave me chills and pleasure both. As he had stated, the children never even look up at me, and I took out my bra, from under my dress and folded it without a second thought. Handed it to him and smiled. It was now he leaned over and kissed me. Not in any kind of force, but with love, compassion and desire backing up his lips. His tongue slid into my mouth and my body reacted in kind. His lips were soft and as our mouths slid and danced with one another, I thought this night could last forever, for all I cared. I felt, long before I saw, his hands moving around my back, under my dress and back into position under my ass. Only one finger pushed its way into my ass this time, but that one was more then enough to make the orgasm, that had wanted to start with my ass fucking come fully to the surface. I felt the wet as it drenched my legs. Not having any panties on, at his point was not a bad thing. I came more then once this time, all the while no one paying attention to us, no one knowing what sexual acts were being done to me. He did slid three fingers into my cunt this time, leaving only one in my ass. Nothing hurt this tim, and nothing seemed to dissuade him from my moans. As a last act of dominance he reached up with his other hand, grabbed my hair, full and true and pulled hard enough for me to cry out. It hurt and forced another and last orgasm all at the same time. My body search forward, giving him more room to pound his fingers deeper and deeper into my body. No longer caring about anything other the pleasing him I simply leaned forward and gave in. It was that moment he stopped completely. In the middle of a moan. The middle of me squirting down my front legs, in the middle of it all. He removed his fingers, stood up and walked to the first spray of fountain and minced off his hands.

Without noticing, the children hd all left the park and we were completely alone. I knew my dress was a mess, I knew I was a mess but I did not care. He put out his hand, and I took it. I climbed down from the wall and he led me into the nearest fountain. The cool water spraying up between my legs, over my vagina and ass and ringing everything sexual off my body. The second spray of water hit me right in the clit and it almost caused me to start over again. I had no idea of the time, no idea of anything only that I had just been fucked and felt up in public more then once this night. My body was cooling off, my sex was dripping clean and my dress was completely drenched, though I did not care. He pulled me gently back towards him, making sure to not get his clothing wet. He spun me around and we started for the street away from the park. I felt like a new person, a child and a deviant all at the same time. I wondered if he had ever given this night o any other woman, but then stopped. I did not care. I was the one here now. I was the one ho had accepted his request,  and I was the one he was now using.

We walked back to his apartment, almost across the street form my work. I knew nothing of his planes for the rest of the night, and cared just as little. Once upstairs, he helped me out of my dress. Nothing left beneath it, and I stood next to him, completely nude, completely ready to submit. Led into the restroom, I was given everything I had at home to clean myself and shave. HE stood back and watched as I did so, taking deep breathes when I moaned form the shower myself. Once my body, an even my mind felt clean, I exited the shower, was walked with to his room, where I looked to the bed, but then I found my last surprise of the night. The last thing making me know I was his slave. His pet and his property. At the foot of the bed was a long strip of memory foam, covered in a sheet, no blankets. He held my hand as I lowered myself to the bed. HE put my new ankle cuffs on with them crossed. Put my new wrist cuffs on, behind my back, and  pulled out a matching caller from the top drawer of his dresser. Put it around my neck, adding a small lock to the end, so it could not be removed without his wanting. He motioned, with his hands for me to lie down and then he removed his clothing, in the dark. Retiring to his own bed. Though I very much felt like a dog, being made to sleep on my floor bed, and the foot of his bed, I took it as it were. Sleep came very easy that night.

I woke to an alarm waking us both. It was still early in the morning, but I knew I had work to goto. I sat up in my bed, waited for him to come round and give me instructions an thus started my life as a personal pet. He helped me up, gave clean clothing for work, but did not give me bra or panties. I knew I would be fine without hem, and hopped he would come in for lunch, so I could take care of his needs. He dressed in a suit and tie for his day then we walked out the front of the building together. I noticed the black and red caller was still around my neck when he went to let gory hand, I turned to him and put my hand to it, and he only smiled and shook his head. I was to wear this to work, and make sure the world knew I was now owned. I smiled, put my hand down and crossed the street.