The Portal

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“Are you fucking kidding me! Really, I feel like more of a whore now, then an hour ago. And to think, I just spent three hundred and fifty dollars to feel this way. what was I thinking?”

For those of you who are wondering what is going on, and more to the point, who is this raving lunatic, maybe I should back up a bit hm? Well my name is Fate, yes I know what a strange name now a days. So I am Fate Etcher and I am a thirty five year old woman living in Cincinnati Ohio. I work for a rather successful add agency, and graduated the top of my class in advertising and business from Yale. I am not from this part of the world, or even the country, but I wanted to start my new life six years ago in a place where my children would get all four seasons. If you had asked me a few weeks ago I would have told you I am happily married, but today, and the spill-your-shit-on-the-floor session I just had, would have to say otherwise. I am, what most people would call a compulsive flirt. I don’t mean to sleep with every soul I come across, but it seems to end up that way, more often then not. So this is me.

I have a husband of seven years, John Etcher, who is a musician. He is rather boring, and does not like to get out and play in the world as much as I do. So why did I get married to someone who is my opposite, I simply can not tell you. I thought all that opposites attract shit, but when it comes to real life, you had better make sure you have a bit in common too. John is very close to his mother, you know the type, tells her everything every damn day, even things mommy does not need to know about his marriage. And, mommy likes to tell little John how to live his life and what he should and should not say. Now, in my own  defense, I never met his mother till we had been married for over a year, so no, I had no idea it would be like this. I mean, he seemed like a good guy, Very talented in music and everyone likes him, I liked him! But now, some seven years later, I have to deal with his opinions and the opinion of mommy every fucking day and he has never caught on that sometimes you just need to learn to shut the hell up and let your wife the fuck alone.

So, last weekend we went to his parents home for the weekend out on the coast, and during what I thought was a perfectly pleasant meal, at his moms;

“So Fate, John tells me you can’t seem to stop flirting with all his friends, and you even slept with one of them! Really dear, what will the neighbors think?”

Well, you can imagine, those were not the words I expected to hear, EVER from his mother. I mean, he has never talked to me about this, so I assumed he had dealt with it on his own time, Not gone and told his fucking mother and knew she would share it with us and the rest of his family. Little sister Susie and her husband the preacher. Their two little daughters, no, they did not need this information, but now, they all have it. It was not the first thing she said that killed the evening, trip or my desire to be married, it was the comment as we were getting ready to leave the next morning. I had calmed down, after sleeping on the floor, God knows I was not sleeping next to him, woke early, went for my daily run to have time alone and then came back to a house all yelling about something that was too private to continue after I joined the room. Needless to say my blood was coming to a nice rapid boil by this time. I tried to be polite at breakfast and as we were saying goodbye, but right as we were getting in the car, and I had no where else to go, she leaned down next to me.

“Look dear we know you were not raised in a proper home, with proper values and all, but if you are determined to be a whore, maybe you should just get some help. Now, here is the number of a very good shrink in Cincinnati, I called her last night and she will be expecting your call. Now don’t go thanking me, It was nothing, what a good mother should do. Do try to be more loyal to my little boy, he does have to show his face in public, just like you. There’s a good dear. Thanks for dropping by kids”

Now normally I am not one to sit in a car for eighteen hours and not say a whole lot, but you can imagine that I was far past being good to her little boy, and I knew if I spoke, I would cause him to wreck the car, kill the son of a bitch and then I may never hear the end of it. FUCK! So, I came home, spent a few days out with friends and last night got home to a message on my phone from mother dearest.

“Dear, now there is no reason for me to stick my neck out to a member and long time friend at church and get you in to see such a good therapist, if you’re going to let me down and do nothing for yourself. Now, I have called her for you, so you don’t need to bother, and she will be expecting you tomorrow at three thirty. Please do be a dear and show up on time, I don’t want to have to make this into some big deal and all of us sit down over coffee to help you deal with your need to go off whoring nightly. Please dear. Oh I have gone and upset myself. I will call you tomorrow night.”

I had never in my life been so angry, upset or betrayed as I felt when I got off the phone. John conveniently walked in the room as I was placing my cell on the nightstand. Of course he had no idea why I would want to kill him at the present moment. So cheerful and alive no cares in the world. Of course not, he had not just gotten off the phone with my dead mother telling him to pull his cock out of his pants and remember I am a woman and want to feel needed, what a bad husband you are, NO! He had no idea I wanted to take his guitar from him an do my very best to beat him to death with it.

“I am so glad your home safely, I got off the phone with mother a few hours ago, and she told me, both she and my father would love for us to come and stay the week next month, when you get your yearly time off. I told them we would be thrilled. I hope that is alright with you? Fate? Are you even listening to me honey?”

I swear I could hear his voice, but the words were far from being more then the sound of breaking glass, and the cutting of flesh. I wanted to kill him, his stupid mother and burn their family home down, with them still inside! I was trying to think of a way to respond, when my phone rang and all I could do was scream!

“YOU STUPID UNFEELING PIECE OF SHIT, GO FUCK YOURSELF!”

So I picked up my phone and walk out of the room, with little Johnny looking like he was going to cry, I heard him start dialing a number on his phone as I walked down the steps to notice it was my closet friend Katie calling. Right before I answered my call I over heard the sound of his voice like a small child;

“Mommy, she yelled at me, I was trying to tell her about the trip and she cursed at me.”

A very deep breath and one more step, then a glass of red and to see what Katie wanted. I had missed the call by now, but I would call her back. I got a glass off the shelf and went of the garage, I wanted a good bottle tonight, not something out of a damn box. His father, bless his soul, had given us three bottles of Opus One last Christmas. It was John’s favorite, and drinking on at his expense, would help me to not kill him as he drifted off to sleep. No matter to me that it was a $500 bottle of wine. He was always telling me it is so nice for one side of the family to be well off, that way we did not have to go without the finer things in life all the time. Well tonight, I wanted good wine, and I was going to have it. I sat down on the couch, opened the bottle, and the aroma was almost enough to make me smile, with spite. I took my first good sip and the phone rang again. Katie, should have known that one. I answered this time, a bit more in control of my feelings then ten minutes ago.

“Hello”

“Fate? Where have you been? You know you missed our dinner with the two young men we met last month at the bank.”

“What?”

“Yes love, that was tonight. Carl was very upset he could not find out how you liked to be pleased, but I made a makeup dinner for next week, and assured them both you would be there. I hope you don’t mind?”

“Mind? No Katie, I am so sorry, I am dealing with the same old shit tonight, and wished I had not forgotten it, it would be better then what I have been through here.”

Fate, did that little boy, you are married to call mommy on you again? I swear Fate, he simply needs to die. You know I am right. How about tomorrow we find a nice bar and see if we can’t find you someone new to talk to, God knows you need it. That husband of yours is worthless. Can he go a single day without telling his mother about his fucking day?”

“Ya know, that sounds good, and no, I don’t think he can. I have an appointment tomorrow afternoon, but will call you when I get out. Sound good?”

“Hell yes dear, and since he has put you through hell tonight, you really should go into the garage and get one of the expensive bottles of wine an just drown your issues in it. Night love,”

So, here is night in a nutshell, I hung up the phone, drank the rest of the bottle and went to sleep. I got up this morning, did my run and yoga and then came to work. My boss was not happy about a last minute appointment, but he was kind enough to understand, or maybe not, and he will just bend me over his desk tomorrow. Oh well either way is fine with me. I went to the appointment and god if the woman I was not there to see was my aunt, sister of the nightmare who made my life hell each day. I had thought I was there to deal with my problems, not be called a whore and an embarrassment to that family, and how on earth could I do this to little Johnny? Just what kind of terrible woman are you! Anyway forty five minutes of that and anyone would just walk out. I did just that and only paid for the forty five minutes and not the whole sixty.

I needed something I could not put my finger on and I needed someone to talk to, I mean really talk to not be lectured at. I walked down the block for a bit and crossed a few streets. I was not even sure where I was, but it was full daylight outside, and I could have cared less what else happened today. I turned right around the next corner, and found myself face to face with the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Her outfit was unlike anything I could imagine wearing, but that did not stop me from wanting too. She had long waist length black hair, perfectly straight. Nothing or should I say something was just different about her. The clothing was different, and her hair was lovely, but the energy surrounding her, was enough to make me want nothing more then to touch her. I came within a breath of just reaching out and doing it, but as she walked by me, she made eye contact, smiled and looked over her shoulder at me longingly. I could not breath and could not move. She turned her attention to the man with her, whispered something in his ear, and then turned and walked back to me. Her eyes, her perfect green eyes had me fixed so I could not move. I felt the nipples, below my bra come to life with the way she looked at me. I felt the rest of me start to desire when my breasts showed me a hint. She walked right up to my face, backing me into the wall and smiled as my shoes clinked on the brick, telling me I could back up no further. She looked down on me and smiled. I swear there were sharp teeth behind that smile. Not the teeth of a human being, but more an animal. My back now on the wall an her body coming toward me. her breast were making me wish I could back up just  bit more when she actually bumped into me.

I jumped, not expecting us to touch, but then her hand reached out and touched my face. Sliding one finger down the right cheek and stopping ever-so-lightly on my lips. Would she kiss me too, out her in the public street? I wanted her too, wanted her to do everything and anything she could fancy to me. I wanted to scream, and right as I opened my mouth to let the sound out, her lips found my own. It was not like any other kiss I had ever experienced. It was dark and powerful. She wanted me to know I had no choice, but she wants me to invite her at the same time. My hands found her hips and moved ever so slowly back to slid over her silk covered ass. I had never done anything like this before, but knew I was not in any mood to stop either. The moment my hands found the fold in her dress sliding down to where her ass and vagina met, she stepped back and smiled. My body went limp with fear I would never again feel the way I did right now. she leaned in softly this time and kissed the outside of my lips and and then backed off again smiling. Her eyes moved back and forth from my lips, to my eyes to my body back to my eyes. I thought that was going to be it, till she spoke, an moved my very soul with her voice, though her words gave me a bit of hope.

“You, are not what you seem are you, I am so glad you had the courage to catch my eye, and I too came back to make sure you were what I thought I sensed in you. I have never seen you around here before, and this is not my first time to your world. You really should step inside and have a drink. Tell Alex, at the bar, Tridggy asked him to give you a special and maybe in the next few turns we will see each other again. Would you tell me your name?”

“Its.., it  is Fate, Fate Etcher, and it is very nice to know I was what someone wants to see. Thank you”

“You’re very welcome Fate Etcher, please see the warning on the door and I hope to see you again. Good bye.”

And, with that she turned round, walked back to her gentleman waiting and walked back down the street the way I had come. I stood and watched them both till thy were out of sight. They turned the corner, and I remembered her invitation. Go inside? Go inside where I thought to myself. I thought all the buildings on this street were abandoned and getting ready to be torn down. I took stock of where I was and found I was quite a distance from downtown where I had started. The building behind me looked as if it had not been in use for fifty years, less alone was in use now. I walked to what looked like a front door and saw a sign hanging in the window. Well, I thought, She did say pay attention to the sign, I may as well read it.

You are not lost. You are exactly where the universe wants you right at this very moment. Consider what brought you here and proceed without reservations. Open your mind, open your soul and move forward.

What an odd sign to hang in a business. I would think it would scare more people off then bring them in, but what did I know. I have had one hell of a day, and maybe what I need is a little out of the ordinary. I looked back down the street in the direction Tridggy had gone and realized I really could use a dink. I turned back to the door, but just as my eyes unfocused and ran over the sign again, I could have sworn it was not even written in English, or any other language I had ever seen, but the moment I looked directly at it, I saw I had been mistaken and it was clearly written in English, and I wanted a drink all the more now. I remembered I was supposed to call Katie to get drinks today, and this was as good a place as any. I felt for my phone in my purse and called her number.

“Katie, hey, I found this odd bar on vine street going up the hill and you should come have that drink with me, this has been the oddest day. That’s great I will see you soon then, bye.”

I put the phone back in my purse and pushed open the door. The light within the place was very low, and it took some time for my eyes to adjust. It was nothing like I had expected. It was very clean and had a beautiful old fashioned all wood bar that wrapped around the room to my right. There was a strange looking man tending it, and he smiled nicely at me as I came in. There were not all that many people in here, but it was the middle of the day and I could not blame the rest of the world for having more things to do than drink at 4pm. I found a seat at the bar and smiled at the tender.

“May I help you dear, I can not say I have ever seen you in here before. What will it be?”

“I, um, well there was a woman outside who said to tell Alex..”

“Yes, I am Alex, Who did you see out there on that street?”

“She said her name was Tridggy, and said I should ask you for a special. Is that alright?”

“Dear, if Tridggy wants you to have a special, then you my dear are going to have a special. Is there a flavor in the wold you like better then others? It does not have to be a food, just a flavor.”

“How in the world can you give me a flavor if it does not come from food?”

“Try me, what do you like the taste of best in your life?”

I could not help but think to myself how much I would love to have the taste of sex right now. Good sex, that had lasted for hours and made my whole body shake and hurt. Made me scream, beg, wish and desire more then my body cold ever tolerate. The taste of sex, that was my favorite. Stupid fucking therapist!

“Well Dear, what shall it be, something from a dream, or from reality, I have not had a good challenge in some time, so do try to make it difficult.”

I knew I was blushing, but no longer cared. If he wanted to make me taste sex, then he was welcome to do anything he liked to me, after the day I have had thus far. He was rather handsome and I could use a reason to scream right now! I closed my eyes and tried to believe I was going to ask a perfect stranger for, this…

“You say anything, well what I love to most in my life is the taste of sex. So there! I can’t imagine how you are going to put that into a drink, but have at it.”

“Well, to give you exactly what you want, I may have to ask you a few questions to perfect to drink, will that be alright dear?”

I could only laugh at the face he made, He was completely serious. He was going to make me a drink that had all the outcomes of a good exhausting fuck. I no longer cared if I was turning six shades of red, I wanted to see where this was going to go.

“What would you like to know Alex?”

“Well, do you prefer men or women? Do you like them to be soft and gentle or thrust you over a chair and rip off your clothing? Do you want everything to be about the intercourse, or more about an oral experience?”

I could not believe he could just come out and ask a stranger things like this, but as he continued and I started to fill in the blank, I felt my nipples harden, and moisture build between my thighs. One question led to another and then another. I answered all of them as if he were the one fucking me, the rhythm of his voice and my own started to sound more like sex, and less like a conversation. I could hardly breath when he came around the bar and slid his hand up under my skirt and made sure with his eyes to mine and his fingers I was wet to the touch and ready to scream. Still more questions. Still more probing of my wet cunt and still further he asked and probed into my life, dreams and desires. A sound and bright flash to the right broke my trance and a woman, much like Tridggy, walked out from behind a sheet covering a door to the back. Her outfit was almost exactly the same and her features could not be matched. Alex smiled, and as he caught my eyes again, kissed me full and whole allowing his tongue to slip into my open mouth and dance till I could hardly breath. His other hand had somehow come to rest on my left breast and I had not even noticed his touch. All caught up in what I felt and not the room, Alex or myself. Everything was a blur and I realized I already had a drink in my hand and it was nearly gone.

Alex let go my sex and breast. Stepped back a pace or two and smiled to me. Something past reality had just happened and I could not figure out what it was.  He went back behind his bar and started to wipe down the counter, smiling with his little secret, that was till he spoke and I found myself floored in awe.

“Was that the taste you want today dear? Or should I try another mixture next time?”

He chuckled as I tried to speak. Tried and failed. I knew what the joke was now, I knew I had tasted exactly what I had wanted and he had served it to me. I was spinning in ecstasy and he knew it. I had never felt the way I did right now. Another flash from the same door way and another person, a male this time, walked out from the back. There was something altogether different about him, but this was a man who could make me scream till morning cum with no problem. I could not take my eyes off him and I could no longer breath. He came over to the bar and spoke to Alex, but his energy, his smell filled me like nothing else I had ever known.

“Hey Alex, have you seen Tridggy today, she called me here, but I don’t know why.”

“Oh I think if you look around you, what she called you for, is quite apparent. Can I get you anything Husk?”

“No, no drinks or your potions today, but thank you.”

He turned and saw me looking at him, saw me twitching from the drink still dripping from my lips and turned to smile and nod his head at Alex.

“Right you are my friend, right you are.”

Two

My drink was almost gone, and still I had no more of a clue how Alex had made it in the first place, then I did when it first hit my lips. I drank down the last of it, and then sat there wanting something else, but what? Husk, was right in front of me, but whoo, could I even handle that if he wants to play? Truly I wanted to try, but the thought alone made me feel dirty, sitting in a new bar wanting to jump the first rugged man who had just come in. But where did he come from, the door with the bright lights could not go out the back, this building was built into the side of a hill, not like there was much room out there for a patio, or anything like that. He was looking at me again, and as if he wanted my complete attention spoke a last few words to lex and sat down next to me.

“Well, it would seem that Tridggy is good to her word, as always. So little dear, what is your story, and how is it you cam to be in a bar such as this?”

“Are you talking to me, I am so sorry, I was completely not paying attention.”

“Its alright love, not everyone has there ears open when a stranger starts speaking to them. I was asking how you came to be here today?”

“Oh, well I have had the worst day, and maybe life leading up to this day, and I really wanted. Well I wanted the very thing that keeps getting me into trouble with my in-laws. But you don’t want to hear about all that.”

“O’ no, well if you say so, but think it is to me, that you need an ear to listen to your troubles, and think to myself I do, I have a few I can offer you. So how about it, you tell me what is troubling you, and I will get Alex here to refill your glass with something to treat your buds.”

I was not sure if I was able to go through it all again today, and with another person I knew nothing about, but he seemed so true to wanting to help, not like that bitch who had made me feel all the more a whore earlier today. I sat for a moment longer, and with no reason at all, found an ounce of courage, I did not know I had. the ounce led to a bit more and after that more. Before I knew it, I was telling Husk every detail about my life, from the time I met John in college to moving to Cincinnati to settle down.

The lack of sexual energy in our life, the unruly interference of his terrible mother, and the few friends I had always telling me it is my body, I can do whatever the hell I please with it. All in all, during the time I was speaking I actually found myself wishing for a few changes in my life. Changes that would make me a great deal happier. A new place to live, on my own terms, and even a divorce. I had never before had the courage to think like this, or share my entire life, but something about the man now sitting next to me, seemed to be giving me that vary courage.

One hour passed into three and still I spoke to him of my life, and everything I felt I had put on hold for far too long. He just sat there, never interrupted and only smiled. When at long last I felt like there was nothing more to tell, I noticed I was more then a bit drunk, and there were five different colored glasses, empty in front of me on the bar. Each one with a different little straw in it, and every one smelling as good as the next. What in the world was this place? And who was this all powerful bartender? No one could make you a drink that tasted like the best sex possible, but he had done jut that.  Husk was going to get up, and I realized I knew next to nothing about him.

“Wait! why are you leaving so soon, I only know your name.”

“Well yes, what more do you need to know? It would seem to me that the overflowing bundle of what you just told me would keep you more then busy for some time to come. Lets see, you want to move out, and have your own place. You need to get separate from John and you have to stop letting everyone in your world use you, in the ways that are only good for them. You have said you have more then enough money from your current career, and you know just the place, down the street from work, you would love to live. So as for my details, why on earth would you want or need them? Goodness Lass, you have opened up your whole life this evening and now I must be off to show another the way to their own salvation. You will see me again, I can’t imagine you are never going to truss back through those two doors again.”

He motioned to the two front doors and rose from his seat. He smiled down at me and I could see a row of rather strange teeth behind his smile. A shiver went down my spine, with the thought of what that would be like I rose from my seat, and before I could consider what I was doing I reached up took him by the face and pushed my lips to his own. His mouth was very warm, and inviting, his tongue slid into my mouth and mine to his. It came into contact with that row of long sharp teeth in the front top, and I could not get past them. I had to know more about him, but once again, before I could think or stop him, he walked for the sheet covered door, there was a bright flash and he was gone. The door behind me opened and in walked he man accompanied by Tridggy. She looked over to me with smile on her face and a look of misfit to Alex.

“Ah Tridggy! How was your afternoon in the city?”

“Lovely Alex, thank you. Did you get this beautiful young woman the drink I asked for?”

“Sure thing, look about her, Tusk made sure she had plenty more. Anything I can get for you or Grin?”

The tall man with Tridggy looked to Alex an only smiled. Very little of his features were visible, but his smile was bright. I mean really bright, as if his skin had a light shining from under it. He had two of the largest yellow eyes I had ever seen, though when I went to look at him again, they were closed, an he too was walking of he back veiled door. tridggy came over and sat down next to me. One hand rested on the bar, the other rested in my lap. Like nothing out of the ordinary. Just two friends sitting to have a drink.

“It would seem you got a full dose of the portal on your first day, eh  dear?”

“I don’t really know, I met you, came in, had a drink I could not ever explain and then dumped my soul on a complete stranger.”

“Then kissed him as well, best I could see on walking in.”

“God, I did, didn’t I? What has gotten into me today?”

“I would say a good dose of exactly what you needed. Do you have any complaints about the way things have gone for you thus far? Is there anything else I can get for you before I also depart?”

“Get me, what do you mean, no. No I don’t think I can handle any more today. Thank you though. It is like you have helped me fix my entire life today, an all I know about you, is your name and the taste of your lips. Will I see you again?”

“Ah, you will always find exactly what you re looking for when you come to the portal pub. Goodnight Fate. Good luck sorting it all out. Do let me know how it all goes.”

And, just like that she too was gone, and I was left in the bar with Alex and my own thoughts. I had no idea what time it was, and when I pulled out my cell, the screen was off. That’s odd, this thing never dies. Where is Katie, she should have found me hours ago, but she never showed. It must be late, I have other things I need to do. I rose and found I was much stiffer then I had expected. I walked to the front doors to find it was completely dark outside, and there did not seem to be many street lights out side. Alex came over to me, an tapped a switch on the wall. Th street outside filled with light, in exactly the direction I needed to walk back. Something about this place was very strange indeed, but I had to move on.

“Good night Alex and thank you so much for the drink, it is everything I needed.”

“That’s what we are here for, come back and tell me how it continues, will you?”

“Of course. Bye.”

I walked down the front steps, and into the night air. It was cool and a soft breeze met my skin. I took a deep breath in and found I felt so much better then I had in years. As I was about to turn the first corner, I looked back and something was terribly wrong. The building I knew I had jut been in, looked completely abandoned, and falling in on its self. Before I could think on it too hard my phone rang, and I looked to see it was Katie.

“Hello, Katie, where are you? Why did you not come have a drink with me? What do you mean you came down here and it was just an old building? Don’t be silly, of course there is a bar there, I have been here all night. goodness what time is it anyway? 2am, oh my god! How did that much time pass. No, I will call you tomorrow, we will talk, but now I have to find a cab and get home! Night”

Two in the morning, how could it be that late? Last I checked it was only four in the afternoon and I met Tridggy. tridggy, wow, I was starting to feel rather strange, abut knew I had to get home. A car drove by and I rose my hand and shouted! It came to a halt and I climbed into it, gave my address and sat back for the ride. The cab was pulling into sight of the house when I first saw the flashing lights. It was the last thing I needed tonight. There were police cars and EMS in front of the house. John sitting gone the front porch talking on the phone. I could only fear something terrible had happened. I paid the cabbie and got out. John and two officers came running over to meet me. John looked like he had been crying for hours.

“Where have you been? Your boss called at four and said you never came back to work after your appointment. Then you never came home! I called mother fearing you had met with an accident. Fate! How can you do this to me. No call and no information. Where have you been for the last twelve hours?”

“Ma’am, have you been drinking, you look a bit out of it?”

“Ma’am, is everything alright, will you need the EMS to take you to the hospital, anything we can do?”

“NO! I am fine, what is all of this? A grown woman can’t go off on her own for a few hours and the national guard not be put on high alert! Really I am fine, thank you officers. I need to get to bed so I can deal with my life tomorrow, Thank you, good night.”

I had been so calm all the way home, and now John and the police, really, what the hell! I wanted to kill him, kill him right now so they could all see him die. What is wrong with him. He knows I come home late sometimes. The officers did not seem to want me to just walk off, and that made me all the more angry. I got as far as the front porch before they all physically stopped me. First John grabbed my hand and stopped me from walking into the house. Then the two officers got on either side of me. I had no choice but to deal with this nonsense.

“WHAT DO YOU ALL WANT!”

“Mrs, Etcher, you really do need to calm down. Are you sure you have not ben hurt tonight? When your husband called last night around ten saying you had not come home from work, we were, of course concerned for your well being. Then the governor called and said a dear friend from childhood had called worried sick that her daughter in law was missing and we simply must take action. I don’t think you fully understand everything that has transpired tonight over your well being. Ma’am, can you please tell us where you were, so we can, at least file a full report and tell the governor you are well?

In all my life I had never been so angry. Not only had John gone completely off the deep end, because I did not call in, but mother dearest had called the fucking governor, what in the hell! I pulled my hand free of my husband, and gave him a look making sure he knew if he did not back up, I would make his life a living hell. He immediately let go and backed up. I then turned to the police and tried with all the patience I had left to explain my evening. I could not give them the address to the bar, I had no idea what it was. John had a bit more then a fit when he found out I had been a bar, sharing my life with drunken strangers and did not come home to him. The last thing I said to the police was as simple and curious as I could muster.

“Look, as you can see, my husband has not grown up enough to realize that adults have lives of their own, an there was no reason to go calling you or the governor. I am truly sorry for all the trouble he has caused you tonight, but I must insist you allow me to go to bed. thank you officers.”

I looked at John as I walked in the door and he quickly picked up the phone. I heard the police get in their car and close the doors. At that moment, the wife left and all that remained was a very pissed off bit of fate. I turned on my soon to be ex husband and made sure he never forgot the words I said this night.

“You stupid silly little spoiled pathetic excuse for a man. If I ever have to deal with anything like this again, because you do not know how to live in reality, like the rest of the human race, I will beat you half to death in front of the police. Do you completely understand me! You Fucking ass! And give me that god damn phone. You are not calling your little mommy and crying like the six foot child you most certainly are.”

I took the phone and beat it of the table next to me till it shattered and fell to the floor. John looked like he would never breath again. I had him backed into a wall and made sure, every time he tried to leave, that he could not. My patience was gone, my buzz from the afternoon, was gone and my blood was boiling. He was, of course in tears, like any sensible man would be when his wife was about to kill him. I backed up a few feet and looked him in his eyes. I knew the poor little thing just could not understand why I was so pissed, but I was going to make sure, he never forgot. I took out my cell, from my purse and died his mother, so he could see me do it. It only had to ring once, and before I was going to allow her to launch into some half mad lecture making me, once again look like the terrible badly raised wife, I shut her up as well.

“Oh dear…”

“SHUT IT. NOT ONE WORD OUT OF YOU. Do you hear me, I have your son backed into a corner, watching and listening to this call, so neither of you will ever be confused as to who is in charge tonight. You have both made my life a true hell since the day I found out you existed. John is a coward and a pathetic excuse for a human being, but you are the worst kind of mother. You baby him, an coddle him making him think the whole fucking world is supposed to just allow him to act like a fucking child and not have a career. I work my ass off, and have a damn good job. As of this night, I am done with you both. Tomorrow I will be going to the court house and filing for a an immediate divorce. I want nothing more to do with your silly boy, John, an even less to do with you. My sexual needs are my problem. Not to be told to your sister, s unprofessional as that appointment was yesterday. I hope you are both completely proud of yourselves. the only think you will have to explain any longer is why your perfect son is no longer married. I am sure your church group will just love to hear about this on, mother dear. Now, I am going up stairs to sleep a few hours, and get up and face my new day. I do not want any phone calls, or any crying to keep me up. Is that completely understood by you both? No answer, good! Good night then, and to my mother in law, good bye.”

I took the phone away from my ear and hit end. John was still looking at me from his place on the wall, fear and shock in his eyes. He had not moved an inch since I placed the call. Tears were streaming down his face, and I could not help but to laugh at him.

“You really should go look in a mirror, no one would ever believe you are a grown adult. You look like an idiot child having a temper tantrum. Now, do I have to repeat myself, not one word or sound to keep me awake. now move!”

I pushed past him on my way up the steps, and just as I knew it would happen the house phone rang. I no longer cared and walked on to my room. I did not want to hear his sniveling, and I was not going goto deal with her any longer. I pulled out a few boxes from the hall closet and packed a few things. Took a shower and climbed into bed. This my be the best I would ever sleep in this bed or this house. My brain went out, with the light and all I remember was darkness.

I woke feeling truly rested, sat up to find he had never come to bed, and the room was still as I had left it a few hours ago. I knew I would have to make some fast arrangements but also knew Katie would love to have company for a week or two while I gathered my wits. I readied myself and ate a quick bite of breakfast. A quick look to find John on the couch still sleeping, and out the front door to work. It was still early and I may be able to get to the condo building down on the water front before I went to work. I had no idea what time they may open, but work was not till ten today and it was jut now, eight forty five. I do love my Fridays. The court house would have to wait till lunch, and I may jut call an attorney on break, let them handle the whole thing, that is why they exist. I could see the bus coming towards me, and the street was otherwise, empty. A single car drove past and seemed to be tuning into the house dive. I was about to my seat when I hear a voice I did not need in my ear, God forbid my life today. Coming towards the bus were both my in-laws. How in all the hells had they gotten here this fast. More to the him to point, why, I would have thought thy would have been pleased to have me out of their lives.  The bus driver looked back to see if I was going  to get off again. I shook my head in disgust, begging him please to just go. To my relief, he did and they were left on the street waving their hands and yelling. Well, one problem down. By the time I got home later today, the papers would be in the process of being filled and all they could do was keep it in court. I was done with that part of my life, time to move forwards.

I found myself down town fifteen minutes later and the Starbucks was not overflowing. Another small relief today. I got my espresso triple and walked towards the condos. I was glad to find they were already open and the man sitting behind the desk was, not only helpful, but more then enough to make me scream yes to any deal he had to offer me.  He took me up to see the top floor two bedroom. It was a bit more then I probably needed, but it had an amazing view, and space enough for all my stuff, and a few new things if I decided to spoil myself. The price was about where I had expected it to be, round the three hundred thousand mark, and I called my bank to make sure there would be no problems. It was almost nine forty five and I needed to be getting on to Work. It was only two streets over and I walked in the door right at five till. Oh, if I got this condo and could simply walk to work in five minutes I may truly find the bit of happiness, that made me go through college a year early.

My boss, Charlie was sitting at his desk, waving me in as I came past his little glassed in domaine. I knew I had not come back yesterday, but that problem I solved for him two week ago should cover it. I walked in and took a seat across from him. Allowing my silk skirt to fall from my left knee as I slid my legs a bit further open. I knew he loved lace panties, and I had made sure I had his favorite color on as well. His life consisted of work work work, and when he did come out for drinks with the rest of us, he never seemed to go home with anyone worth while. Well, I would make sure he got anything he needed or wanted today.

“Fate, I assume your appointment went well yesterday?”

“It went anything but well and I know I should have called, but I needed a drink and it kind of got me lost. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you? It will not happen again. I just came from down on the river trying to get my own place so much closer to the office and everything. I am sure you can understand having a bad day…”

“So, it won’t happen again will it? Well Since you are always so willing to take care of my every need, and I have already been called by the condo company about your new place. I assured them you were not going anywhere and your career was more then secure. So what else can I say.?”

I knew the tone of voice when he started to speak. I rose from my chair and walked over to the blinds to his office. Gave them a good turn and made sure no one could see in, or us out. I knew what was coming, and I knew he would not be easy to me, but I also knew I no longer cared. He had just guaranteed I would be getting my new place, and What if it cost me a bit of fist bitting and moaning. I walked around to his side of the desk and knelt down on the carpet, pulling up my skirt so not to rip it. I had known from the moment I woke today how this would play out. Making sure to wear an outfit that had many layers, so one or two could be removed after he found what he needed through me. Charlie was not one to need to be asked twice, he sat back further in his chair, but never stopped talking. I could see his cock bulging beneath his paints, and I was only too happy to encourage it further. I took a moment to unlock his belt and unsnap is paints. He was all too happy when I pulled them free of his body and his cock just fell into my face.

Now, I know what your thinking, maybe I was being a bit like a office whore, but I had a life to live, I never got anything from John and after yesterday, I knew what I wanted. No, it was not a face full of cock and come, but it was my own place, my own life and those things required a job, and he had taken up for me. the least I could do was help him with his pent up issues of not having a woman to use daily. Ok, ok so maybe I am an office whore, but I never seemed to want a guy that took me out to show me a good time, I always wanted the good time where I was not supposed to have it. Ao go ahead, think what you want, but you know inside you would be doing your part of this equation, if you were one of us right now!

I kept a bit of hand lotion in my purse and after covering his cock I made sure to slid my fingers over every part of it. He arched his back and pushed himself towards me. I knew exactly what it would take, and I gave him everything I had. Ten minutes later I was covered in his first load, and was so glad I had worn three layers today. I rose from the floor to remove my top shirt and blouse below it, still dripping with his release. I never knew what he would want to finish to contract, but today he seemed to want a great deal more then ever before. He grabbed a handful of my hair, and pushed me forward over his desk. My face and breasts hit with enough force to send all his paperwork flying. And then he got to it. His hands went up my skirt and found my dripping wet lace panties waiting for him. I wanted this, wanted to be used and did not truly care who used me right now.

He tore off my panties, an though I did like that pair, the force was enough to pull my attention away from the torn cloth. I could feel his hot breath in my right ear, as he put the full weight of his body on mine. His left hand was still full of hair, and his right was now probing my cunt, and anus. I had never known him to play in the anal before, but I was not going to complain. He bit at my ear and I felt a wave of heat transfer from my head through my entire body, making me shudder in ecstasy. Now this was what I wanted and now my day could truly begin. I could feel three fingers deep in my dripping cunt and I could only moan, an grunt ever so slightly.

“Like that do you, you little slut! Well when you have a place near-by I am sure I can make my way there often enough to use my office slut to my complete liking. What do you think of that, whore?”

“I think you can do anything you want to your slut!”

“Damn right I can, now lets remove that blouse, or do you want it in shards too.”

“No, I will take it off for you.”

I straightened up an removed my blogs an unlatched the red lace bra that once matched the panties, now laying in two parts on the desk. I no longer cared what he wanted from me, I would be anything and everything he could ever want in me today. his hand found the middle of my back, and he slammed me down on he desk. I felt his hardened cock slide over my right ass cheek and warm itself next to my cunt. I could barely breath and knew I would have to remain quiet, even though I would want to scream! His fingers made sure he was where he wanted to be, and he thrust, all at once till he was fully throbbing inside of me. I had never been so glad to have clenched my teeth before, otherwise the whole building would have heard me come. Over and over he pounded me and over and over I came. His desk was now drenched in us both, but nothing changed. his fist was filled with hair once again, an he yanked my head up, causing me to screech slightly. He continued to slam into me till my body had trouble doing anything but shaking. I was grasping for the other side of his desk, when as last he came and fell forward. This had been the hardest and most forceful fuck I hd ever entertained with Charlie. He was still lurching forward into me as he finished. My body tingled, the way only sex could create. I barely noticed the difference after he fell off of me to the office floor. He too was panting like he had just run ten miles. His paints were around his ankles and the only thing still on me were my boots. blouse and skirt on the floor, panties torn and bra who knew where. A deep breath in and I tried to reclaim my clothing. His hand caught me and pulled me down on him.

“What do you think, just fuck and go today? No, today is your first day of something new, and I think you know it, don’t you little slave?”

“What, what do you mean?”

“Oh, you know exactly what I mean. Your new condo, your secure job and your overwhelming willingness to take everything I give you. Thats right, your getting it now. This is no longer just something you will give me in this office, it is going to be your new job. This is how you will earn your new life. Your sex, your ass and your body are now mine! Unless you want to go home and try to explain how you quit your job right as I offered you a promotion today.”

“What do you want? Whatever it is, yes, you can have it or me. Just don’t cast me out, please.”

He was smiling as his fingers reentered my body, and I felt the pain of what we had just done. I was sore, more so then I had been in years. He forced more and more of his fingers in me, till he had most of his right hand pulsing my inflamed sex. I could no longer breath, and could no longer speak. He sat up and looked me right in the eyes. Smiling in a way I had never seen before. He kissed me full and true, and when he released me, I found myself back on the floor and him standing over me. He walked to gather my cloths and dropped them on my face. the first two shirts I had worn he put between my legs and the cold sticky of him found my hot sex and felt beyond terrible. I knew this was his way of showing me he could do anything he wanted, and I would just do as I had been told. Lay here and be a slave to his will. He stepped away from me and reset his own paints. Tucked in his shirt and looked back to me with pleasure in his eyes.

“Oh Fate, I am so glad you want to see your future the way I want to see your future. I can only hope that this today tasted as good as the drink Alex made for you yesterday!”

Three

I was still trying to catch my breath when Bob, form accounting knocked on the office door. Charlie was still standing over me smiling, but had already gotten dressed. He stepped over me and walked to the door. He opened it long before I had fully dressed, Bob stood in the open door mouth dropped when he saw me standing there, skirt around my ankles and bra only half on. I thought he was going to stumble in, but then Charlie invited him anyway.

“You know Bob, if you want a better look at my new pet, why not just come in? I am sure she will behave for you. Fate, I think you are dressed enough, why not put the bra down and allow this nice man to enjoy the dight of you. Come on now, will I have to remind you who you belong to now?”

“No master, as you wish.”

I could not believe I just allowed him to talk to me like that, but he had some kind of power over me, and I had no desire to challenge him right now. I took the bra back off and stood in front of Bob with my bare breasts out for him to see. My skirt was still about my ankles, and I went ahead and stepped out of it, so all that remained on me was my lace stockings. The panties were far ruined on the desk and I knew I would be going without the rest of the day. Though, it would seem Charlie was going to enjoy showing me off to the other office workers of the rest of the day. I was starting to chill and my nipples hardened and stood out. I could not help but move away as Bob reached out to touch me. I could only hope Charlie was not going to allow other to touch me without my consent, but he merely came over and pulled my hands behind my back so I had no other choice but to stand there and be touched. I had never been to thrilled about Bob, but he was not going to worry about my concerns when my new master was so clearly allowing of his actions. HE slid his fingers over my left breast, and then my right. My body shivered as he pinched and rolled the nipples. I had forgotten the desk, right behind me when he pushed me back with more force then I was expecting. Between being felt up and used by more then just Charlie had me more then a bit uncomfortable. My legs were thrust apart as my ass came into contact with the desk and was forced to sit or fall. Bob’s right hand instantly moved from my breast to my inner thy and I could feel the moisture between my legs start up again.

I did not want this, but felt I had little choice but to entertain Charlie’s wishes. I could only breath  sigh of relief when Charlie stepped between Bob snd I allowing me to cover myself with my hands. I could not remember the last time I had been this embarrassed.I was shaking, but neither men seemed to really care. If being touched by Bob had not been enough, Charlie’s next words worked me even more.

“My little whore, I think you should go over to the couch and sit while I speak to Bob. But, while you are over there do not think for a moment about covering up your breasts of vagina. I do enjoy being able to enjoy the sight of you. Go on!”

I did not respond this time, but I did as I had been asked. I sat on the couch and spread my legs, making sure every inch of my body was being shown to any who happened to walk in. Walk in, it hit me hard when I realized it was Friday, and his end of the week meeting would begin any second. the room would be filled with all the office heads, most of which were other woman. Many of whom already did not approve of my open attitude about fucking any man I saw. Now I would have them all looking at me, knowing I was now the office whore, and Charlie, was not above allowing the men to pet and use me, as long as if amused him. Judy and Michelle walked in the door, and only laughed at me, when they saw me spread out on the couch. Judy had always been a bitch, but I had never known her to go out of her way to be mean, but then again I had never been posed on a couch nude to her either.

“Why Charlie, I see someone has found a good use for Fate. I am assuming she is now your office slut to play with?”

The tone of her voice was evil and hate filled. She had wanted to bed Charlie for more then  year, but he never showed any interest in her. Another wave of heat and embarrassment washed over me as she walked to my side of the room. Without hesitation, she came over, sat on the edge of the couch and slid her left hand up my leg, across my left thy and did not stop hen she reached my sex. The smile on her face widened when she pushed her first two fingers into me body. I could not help but to breath in, as she pushed the rest of the fingers from that hand into me. I had not yet calmed down from Charlie fucking me and now Michelle was sitting at h council table watching, eating her morning yogurt. I knew now, the meeting would be put on hold, so anyone who wanted too could make me feel like a complete whore. Charlie only smiled and stepped over to stand beside Judy.

“You enjoy making her feel like a slut, don’t you? I would never have taken you for an exhibitionist but I must say watching you is very enjoyable. I am sure you would love to be the one on the couch ben treated like an office toy though. You really should look up at me, so I can look deeper into those green eyes of yours.”

Right as she looked up to meet his eyes, He bent down, found her lips with his and kissed her very forcefully. She tried to gasp at him, but he held her head and did not allow her to move. His right hand moved down her blouse and over her breasts. I could see her nipples harden and he pinched on hard enough for her to whimper and try to push out of his reach. He wanted to do more then use me this morning, he wanted to make sure we all kew who we worked for. He stopped kissing her and pushed her back onto the couch, over my legs, but did not let go her nipple. She was still squirming and trying to get him to stop, when he smiled, and moved his face down to her upper thy.  With his left hand he all but ripped off her skirt and panties. At least I was not going to be the only one without panties the rest of the day. She was looking very uncomfortable, by this point, but he hd no intention to let her go. After he had dropped her skirt nd panties on the floor, he slid his left hand up under her ass, and pushed it up towards his waiting mouth. I was sure she thought it could get no worse, when he seemed to shove his tomb into her ass, making her scream, and come all at once. Only one word escaped from her lips, and I could not help but to smile.

“Why?”

“Well little Judy, I thought you had wanted me since last year at the fourth of July party. Now you are finding out what it is I Do with the woman in my life. Is this not what you expected me to use you for? Come now, look at you. Perfect D-cup, shaved cunt and smooth legs. How could I not want o dominate you and make you beg? You seemed to be so interested in using my Fate, look your fingers still drip with her sex. Why should he same not be done to you? Or is there something special about you and you don’t want he rest of the office to see you in your best position. I mean lets face it, you really are not that good in the promotion department. But this position, you seem to be doing very well at. Now let me get back to your dripping cunt!”

He pushed his face into her legs till she could not breath and her face was read as a summer beat. He did move his right hand from one breast to the other, making sure to pinch and pull just as hard as he first one. Three more members of the office walked in, while he was making her cry for the first time. though,  I could not tell what he tears were for, the pain he was inflicting on her breasts, or the embarrassment to her personal being. Not that I really cared, she no longer had any fingers probing my sex, now he was being used completely. John, Brenda and Allen did not seem too shocked that Charlie was using, not one but two of his workers for sexual toys. they all took their normal seats at the table and watched on further. Judy was full on begging now and everyone in the room, mostly charlie was making the most of it.

“P, please Charlie, please have mercy, it is starting to hurt! Please..”

Not only did he not stop, but John came over and decided to make his presence known. Everyone in the office knew of his desire to make himself known to Judy, but like Charlie to her, she had never given him the time of day. I was sure he was going to make her regret that now. He did not even think twice, he walked up to her, like a stranger on the street and pulled out his cock. Thrust it in her face and grabbed the perfectly made bun in her hair. he looked at him with hatred in her eyes, but he met hat look with one of his own.

“Well, do you think I pulled it out so you could look at it? Now whore, you know what to do with it, or shall I show you?”

Her body surged backwards as if Charlie had bitten down on her sex. She clawed at my body in pain and anger as she opened her mouth to scream. An act John took as his moment to fill it with something else. She now had Charlie between her legs and John in her mouth, and I must say, John was taking full advantage of her obedience, I was sure she was going to choke on his now massive cock. And, choke she did. Charlie took this as a moment to let up on her sex and look at the rest of what she was being used for. He stepped back and smiled. Shaking his head at John, but smiling all the same.

“John, I am so glad you are so willing to make good use of Judy’s mouth. She has done nothing in this meeting but complain so far. But now, I think she is getting into the theme for he coming week, aren’t you, you little whore?”

She could only nod her head as John was still filling her mouth with cock, and now come as well. Her eyes were watering and though I had been sure Michelle would want nothing to do with any of this, seeing how she had the most amazing husband in the world. A doctor and runner. I could only imagine she never went without, for anything. But, to my amazement, she walked over to look down at Judy as her mouth was starting to leak and simply whipped the tears from her eyes. Not much of a compliment, but it was something.

“It is so very nice Judy for your mouth to be used for something useful and nice for a change. You do go on about everyone so much and now look, your simply speechless! You should think about this before you go being a bitch to or about someone again.”

The others in the room all seemed to agree with Michelle’s words, and the giggles and snickers angered Judy all the more.   Charlie was picking up her skirt and panties an folding them before he placed hem on the council table. He did not mind, in the least hat his meeting had been turned into an orgy, of sorts, but he did suggest john get on with it.

“John, I know much of this has been pent up for far too long, but get on with it. We may have other woman who need to be used during he meeting. Please!”

“I think I can do that Sir. Sorry, I have wanted to us her since that nasty rumor last year!”

“Oh, I think we can all appreciate that, so do enjoy yourself. I completely understand.”

More giggles from the room, and the last person, coming gin late, as always was Tina. I swear I think this woman had the very worse sense of tim in the world. She was the shy very cute woman who only worse long flowing skirts and dresses, you know the kind, the ones most men would jut love to lift up and explore the under side. I could only imagine how she was going to deal with walking into an orgy, but to my surprise, she simply took her seat at the table and watched out of he corner of her eyes. The phone on Charlie’s desk rank, and he went over to answer it.

“Hello? Yes John, your wife is here today. Where else would she be? Your parents are in town, whatever for, you know she can’t stand to be near them. Why would you have them come in when she is having o focus on work? Look She is very busy right now, or I would let you speak with her, but I will be sure to tell her when she gets free. No! No, I can not have you and the parents in the office this morning. She has things she needs to tend to here and it is not appropriate for you and them to come storming in like this. She has a real job, you should try it sometime! Yes, goodbye.”

When he first answered the phone, it did not click that he was talking to my husband till he mentioned the parents. Thought I was going to faint. Here I was sprawled out on the couch in my bosses office completely nude and just having been used for sex, by tow fellow staff members and they wanted o stop by, What the fucking hell is wrong with him? I know we all went to Yale together, but this was simply too much. He thinks that not only does he not have to have a career, like the rest of us, but his mommy can come bother me at work too. I was ready to kill him, till Charlie dismissed him outright and hung up the phone. I was thankful he had taken care of him, but I could only guess what he would want from me in return. He came back over to me, and jut as John was forcing the rest of his swollen cock down Judy’s threat. One hard gag and she covered her red blouse with come and spit! She tried to get it off with her hands, but only pushed it further into the fabric. Now for me to thank her for the finger fuck she gave me.

“Sorry Judy, I guess you are not only going to be remembered the rest of the day as the face whore, but you are going to smell and look the part too.”

“I know, I know, it was a mean thing to say, but she made me feel like a whore, I could not pass up the chance to return the favor.”

John cleaned off his cock on her face and then pulled himself together. The only person in the room, who had not mentioned or taken a sexual act now was Tina. She was still pippin gon her coffee and trying to watch but not be noticed. I may be the only one who had a thing for her, but she was so damn cute and she had the whole innocent thing going on, and I just could not help myself when it came to a chance to corrupt an innocent. My eyes caught her left hand under the table resting in her lap, but I had to wonder if she would rather have been doing something else with it. Her face was flushed and she seemed to be breathing rather hard. I smiled to myself and watched john make as much a fool and whore of Judy, who was now using paper towels to clean off her face and blouse. She had gotten most of it off, but it would take a trip to the dry cleaners to get that out altogether. Charlie came over to me and whispered in my ear. I knew I was going to do anything gI was told, but I never expected him to tell me that. He walked over and sat at he end of the table, as if he were going to start his meeting. Judy was next to the desk trying to get her panties back on, when Charlie and john both made her look up.

“I must say, I am so glad so many people were able to get pent up aggression out this morning. Judy, I am impressed at how much cock you can fit down that threat, but you do have the biggest mouth in the office. We all know that! John, is there anything you would like to say for the excellent mouth work you received this morning?”

“Ya know, most times I would not, but yes Judy wow your mouth and face are even more amazing then I could have hoped for. Now would you reconsider that dinner I have been after you about? I can’t imagine there will be anything on the menu that will give you quite the challenge you just overcame!”

“In your dreams, you pig!”

“Judy, is that any way to speak to a fellow worker, you know you make more shit comments about your co workers then anyone else. Did you think karma would never catch up with you? And, you did so well. I even considered giving you a go, but then Fate’s husband had to call and ruin the mood. Fate, what is it with him lately, I mean he seems to think he is more the center of the universe now, then before. Are there any other who would like to comment on the sex this morning, Tina, did you get enough, or would you like to have your own senses peeked today?”

Her face was scarlet in seconds, when Charlie mentioned her. I found my seat next to her, and as I had been asked by my master, right as he brought up her name, I pulled up her skirt and slid my hands between her upper thy’s. This helped her to turn even darker red, but she did not protest. She moved forward in her chair, so she could open her legs a bit more. John, looked over, wishing he was closer to her now. Well, I guess there were others in the office curious about Tina other then me. Charlie did not try to upset her any further, but nodded to me, making sure Tina knew I was to be the one who made use of her for him. My fingers found silky panties and the below architecture of a vagina in need. I slid my middle finger back and forth over her clit till I got the response I was looking for. She started to move her hips in my direction and the lower part of her panties started to show signs of moisture.

All the while, Charlie had gone right into the rates and expectations for the coming week as if nothing odd had happened before, or I was not playing with Tina below the rim of the table. I had often wondered if she was the kind of women who kept herself shaved or allowed herself to be more natural, as I found the edge of her wet panties and pulled them off to one side, allowing my fingers to slip under them, I found very soft skin, completely without and mention of hair. I played with her clit a few moments longer and then slid my first two fingers into her very tight ho body. A moan escaped her lips, and Charlie sopped speaking, as everyone turned to see her face start to sweat.

“..as I was saying, It would seem there are more curiosities in the office that need to be explored and no just simply ignored in the future. You ll know my thoughts on how sex and the need of it affects your ability to do a good job at work. If you are holding back and don’t deal with it, your production fails. Would you not agree Tina?”

She was not able to say anything, she kept trying, but nothing was coming out. he was having more problems breathing then she was talking. I had to wonder, still further, if she had ever had sex? Her entry was so tight I could barely get two fingers into her. I could not imagine a full sized cock fitting very well. Bob, was on the other side of her, and I did not think he was going to be able to keep his hands of her much longer, not with her moaning and gasping for air. She did have very nice breasts and if he would be so kind to care for them while I entertained her sex, I could hope we may get a scream out of her. The phone, on Charlie’s desk rang again and as he got to his feet, Tina repositioned her body enough for me to try a third finger. He picked up the phone, and I thought I was going to cry.

“My god man, do you not have the ability to fucking listen to anyone but your fucking mother? No she can not answer the phone right now, her hands are full and I don’t give a damn what your families problems are. She is working and you are not welcome in my office today. Is that your mother making that racket in the background, well shut her the hell up then! Really John, when was it you mother took your balls and refused to give them back, did you ever ask you pathetic excuse for a man! Now look, if you com up here you will not be please with my reaction, say nothing about the woman you call your wife. Are we understanding each other? Oh, so mommy says you have to come up here, you are pathetic!”

He hit the end button and threw the phone against the wall, as I realized my mother in law was about to walk into the office and I was still completely nude and fingering Tina next to me. I looked from one member to another and no one seemed to think too much of the coming event. I took a deep breath and right as I was letting it out, the elevator door opened and out came my in-laws and husband. He was the first to see I was nude and had hands moving under the table. My father in law looked like he was going to keel over from a heart attack. I could imagine it had been some time since he saw such a young beautiful woman as myself and Tin completely or mostly nude and in the heat of sex. It was when John’s mother figured out what was going on that this shit hit the fan.

“YOU FILTHY LITTLE WHORE, and you wonder why the family has not trust or faith in your family abilities! Is this not an office? Is this not some kind of meeting, what in all the hells are you doing completely nude and molesting that woman next to you? You come home late enough I had to call he governor to make sure of your well being. Worry my little boy to death and then I hear you were rude to the state troopers on top of it all. Did they not tell you the Governor had asked them to come. You silly little girl. Just who the hell do you think you are? I put my personal reputation on the line for your well being and this is what you do to repay..”

“ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME, you self centered controlling cunt! Your little boy is almost thirty, has no job with his five year degree. thinks he is better off having you wipe his ass for his from two states away and you have the gall to think or call me out on the way I act. I have a career that pays more then a hundred thousand a year, I enjoy my time away from work and my husband and you think all this somehow has to do with you! You are a stupid old bitch! If I were going to place blame for the way I act sexually it would firstly fall to that story excuse for a man I married, but furthermore it would fall to you. Nothing you do is out of the goodness of your heart. I am not entirely sure you know what goodness is, or that you even have a heart.”

I felt like I was going to explode if I did not face her for a change, and in front of the others when I had already been reduced to an office whore today, I had taken enough. My father in law jut took a seat next to Charlie and tried to blend into the office with the rest of us. All the while looking hungrily at myself and Tina, who I had not stopped fingering since it all started. A few moans slipped from her lips and that seemed to piss off mommy dearest that much more. I was about to raise from my seat and simply kill her when Charlie stood in my place and made sure to make clear who was in charge.

“Ladies, I think it is enough to say you both hate each other. Mrs. Etcher, I have never, not once heard a single good thing about you. I also attended school with your son, an I must agree that he is no more an adult male, then you are. As for why Fate is nude, well that is rather simple. I have taken quite a liking to her over the last few years, and since she married your son, she has only become more withdrawn and upset with the world. It is quite clear he has no ability, or interest for that matter to take care of her sexual needs, so last night after getting a call from a friend, I decided it was time to take complete responsibility of Fate, and her future. She is correct about the career situation. She just received a raise this morning, and though you are all unaware of the protocol in this office, she is doing exactly what I asked her too. Now, would you three please get the hell out of my office and this building, before I call the police? And the next time you want to call the Governor, make sure it is for your needs not those of your little boy, that was a waste!”

Well, her mouth was hanging open long before he finished, but not one word came out when he did. She just sat and looked from me to Charlie to her son as if she did not know who to try and lecture next. As it was John made the mistake of opening this mouth next.

“You should be ashamed of yourself. I have been married to you for near six years and this is how you repay me for your place to live and taking care of you? Mother says..”

“Do you think anyone here, except maybe your mother I’ve two fucks about what your mommy says? That is most of our problem. Your inability to think or act for yourself. As for being married to you, I promise you, your mother an father, that will be cure in the very near future. And, if you think for one minute that you re going to not sign the paperwork, I will make sure all those little girls who love to hear you play know you have no sense or anything and will make it my mission in life to kill any chance you will ever have at doing more in music then making a fool of yourself. And, for your information, I am completely accepting of what I am doing, and where I am in my life and career. It is you I am no longer comfortable with. So do us all a favor, listen to Charlie and get out!”

He actually stood and walked for the door saying nothing as he did. I retook my seat, and before my mother in law could say another word, turned to Tina, took her face in my hands and kissed her full and true. She fell into my lips and even went for my sex with her right hand. I completely forgot about the drama and John. I no longer cared about what my actions may bring, but the lips now holding my own. John, his mother and father all left the room without another word and got back on the elevator.

Tina was in the middle of climbing into my lap, when Charlie retook his own seat. Her skirt was all the way up to her hips and her panties were still pulled to one side exposing her lovely pink sex and the smooth skin around it. I had never before been kissed like this, and in the middle of my thought, Charlie simply restarted his meeting, though I did not think he was going to get anything out of Tina any time soon. He went on for some time, and then called a halt and time for lunch. Tina was still in my lap when everyone else was gone and Charlie reached between us to pinch and massage my breasts again. Tina and I were both moaning. I could no longer keep my thoughts straight and my own cell phone started to ring. I did my best to look at the screen, with her in my lap, and when I realized it was the condo calling I had to tear my lips way from hers.

“Hello? Yes, this is Fate Etcher, may I help you? The condo, yes, I am still very interested, what can I answer for you. When would I want to move in? Today if at all possible. It is, That would be wonderful, thank you so much. Yes, I will see you around Five today to sign the paperwork.  Good bye.”

I was so excited and happy, I pushed myself fully on top of Tina over the table and continued to remove her panties and blouse. Charlie was not about to try and separate us, he just took a seat at his desk and leaned back to watch. Tina’s silk panties came off easy enough, but her bra was much harder to remove then I was willing to put up with. I took a que from my master and ripped it off hr body. this only encouraged her to tear at my skin, an dee did everything in our power to become one person over the course of the next hour. The rest of the office was coming back from lunch by the time we had started to loose the ability to function. Her body and mine were covered in red scratches and bite marks. Tina had come so hard the table below us was completely covered in her ecstasy. I had helped, but nothing to the extend she had. Charlie was still in her chair watching when we rolled off each other.

“I can assume you are both very happy with yourselves? Can I get either of you anything?”

Tina could not answer, being so short of breath, and I could only shake my head at him. We both lay there till our breathing came back into control. As she was picking up her clothing and redressing herself, she leaned don and gently kissed my lips when they moved to my ear.

“Thank you, I have wanted to do that to a woman since I was fourteen and I can not think of a more beautiful woman to have shred me with for the first time. I hope it will not be the last. Would you like to get a drink tonight?”

I could hardly think right, it hd been her first time and now she was asking me for drinks. I was sure Charlie had planes for me tonight, but I looked to him to make sure. He sat and smiled, then rose from his chair, picking up my clothing as he did so. He handed it to me and motioned for me to dress. He held he remainder of my red lace panties.

“I will have to get you new panties to replace these. I do like the way her silk panties fit over her body, perhaps I will get you red lace silk panties? As of drinks tonight, I say the there of us go together, if that is alright with you Tina?”

“That would be lovely, do you have a place in mind Charlie?”

“I think Fate and I are thinking of the same place right now. What do you think fate? The Portal after work?”

“That would be amazing.”

Tina did not have a clue what we were referring too, but her questions would be answered  this evening.

“What or where is the portal”

“You will just have to wait and see..”

Four

By the time the day ended, I was more then ready for a drink. I had not expected many things to happen today. Having Charlie use me and others like toys in the office. Having found a woman, I would like playing with as much as most men, or having someone else stand up to my terrible in-laws for me. This had truly been a day of great things. As it were, Tina had stayed next to me the rest of the afternoon. We had not gotten the most work done, but what we did do we enjoyed. I had been called about the new apartment just a few minutes before I left for the day, and I was now going over the street to finish the paperwork, Tina in tow. Charlie had promised to come over after he locked the office and he was good to his word. I had only just gotten into the sales office when he could be seen crossing the street. He was smiling when he saw me, but there was another look on his face which did not make me as happy. The sales woman for the building, Brenda was sitting at her desk when we all got into the room. Charlie only stuck his head in so he could get my attention.

“Fate, I need to have a quick word with you before you finish. If thats not too much trouble.”

“Of course not, If you two will only give me  minute.”

I walked out the door and knew this was not going to be good.

“Look, your crazy husband and his parents just called. It would seem that you had some kind of protection plan set up on your account at the bank, so when the building here called to make sure of your accounts for your new place, the bank called your husband and confirmed the sale with him, since you were not home. Did you know about the protection plan, were they supposed to call John?”

“Mother of God, no! I had seen that last year, but had chosen to not do it, because I did not want him to know every cent I spent of my own money. Dammit, he must have gone back and done it without my knowing. I mean he knows that account number, but they should not have allowed him to do so without my knowing. Did he call you again?”

“Oh, more then that, he is coming down here right now. It would seem your mother in law has taken this as an act against her and has arranged an attorney to come with them. You need to get in there and sign the papers right this second! Don’t look at me, just go, I am right here.”

I went back through the door and retook my seat. I had no idea what kind of games my in-laws would be playing, but this was my day and they were not going to fuck it up. I could see the papers were already out on the table, and I took the first set. Normally I would read every word, but there was no time for all that. Brenda seemed more then happy to be getting on with it.

“Are there any questions I can answer for you, I know we just started, this morning, but it seems you are more then ready to get this finished.”

“Yes, I have another appointment this evening and I would love to know all this is finished.”

“Well only two mores sets and then you can be on your way.”

I signed the last two sets of papers and was given my new agreement for the extras in the building; concierge service, parking, pool and work out facilities. I had forgotten all those would come with he place. I was gong to love living here. The total came to just over three thousand a month, and I was more than happy with that. I had been the one making the payments on John’s house for six years, and I was more then finished taking care of that over grown child. His perfect parents could pay for the rest of it, if they wanted him to live there. Brenda was getting ready to leave the office with us, as she gave me my new keys.

“If you notice, there are three keys there, one to the deadbolt, one to the knob-lock, and one to the pool and workout area. We will have you a swipe card for the garage made in the morning, but if you don’t mind, I also have to get somewhere, so if there are any problems, I will be glad to speak with you in the morning.”

I could only smile as she walked by and went down the steps toward the parking area. Right after the door closed behind her, the sound of tires screeching to a stop could be over heard out front. I only just looked up when I saw John, and parent getting out of the car with another man. I smiled to myself, knowing there was nothing more he could do, and knowing Brenda had just locked the outer door, and this little group dod not have access to this building after hours. I could swear, Brenda knew this was coming and had wanted to make sure everything was going to go in my favor. I took a seat on one of the letter covered benched just this side of the glass doors, they would be trying to get through. Tina on one side of me, and Charlie on the other. They too seemed happy that Brenda had not taken any more time with the signing then she had too. John’s mother came right up to the door and almost fell on the outside walk when she tried to yank on the door. I knew the next would be so nice to watch, from this side of the door, that is.

“You spoiled little whore, you get off your ass and come open this door this minute.”

“Excuse me young lady, would you be so kind as to open the door so we may com in?”

Charlie only looked at me and shrugged his shoulders, there was a cute little smile on his face as he did so. Tina was looking at my mother in law with the worst kind of gaze. She could not seem to understand how this woman thought she had the right to talk to me like this. I knew this was going to get much worse before it got better, but I also knew I was the one in control of this situation, not them. I rose from my seat and walked over to the door, no intention of opening it, but the man dressed in the suit, I could only imagine the attorney, Charlie had spoken of, smiled as if I were going to give him what he asked for. The smile vanished as I simply stood, just a foot from the door, and crossed my arms shaking my head. I thought John was going to start yelling and having a temper tantrum from the look he was giving me. It was his father, for a change who spoke up first, though his words only angered his wife and son all that much more.

“Fate, I know we have not always been the best in-laws, and I also know our son must be difficult to live with from time to time, but you simply can not use his money to fund your thoughts of getting aa condo you know you two can not afford on top of your existing house payment.”

I could not help but to laugh when he said John’s money. Not one cent in that account had been earned by my looser husband. I still had no idea how he had gotten the protection policy into that account without asking me, but this building was going to be my home from now on and I was sure he was going to have nothing to do with that either. Mommy dearest was not so gracious with her words, and the attorney was more then embarrassed after hearing them spoken out loud in  public place.

“You stupid, filthy little whore, I allowed your marriage to stand, even though you had done so without my approval. And now you have gone and made enemies with me, well I will tell you, stupid little bitch, this simply will not stand. Bring your ass out this door this minute and deal with the mess you have made this day. You will not be allowed to dishonor me or my son with your whoring.”

I could only turn and look at Charlie and Tina after she started spouting such nice things. Charlie came up behind me, and since he knew there was no way they could force their way into the building, and he also pointed across the street behind them. I had forgotten about the local police department on the other side of the street, where three officers were now running out their door. He raised his eyes to me and then spoke very clearly to those outside.

“It would seem, ladies and gentleman, that your presence is not invited, and will not be permitted this evening. We would be very thankful, if you would leave the property promptly. If not, I think it safe to say the police will be more then happy to remove you. A few of the tenant upstairs have also called to have you removed. Good night now.”

“How do you know others in the building called as well?”

“Because I texted them and asked if they would do me this favor, how else?”

I just wrapped my arms around him and kissed him, before I remembered who was outside. John fell to the ground when he saw my lips on another mans. He started pounding on the sidewalk and crying like a two year old, after having a toy taken from them. His father was trying to get him to stand, his mother still yelling obscenities and the lawyer was backing towards his car. Obviously rethinking the whole ordeal. Tina came up behind me and seemed to decide to make John completely knowledgeable of the real situation. She slid her hands around my waist, from the back, and when they got to my mid section, they did not stop. She was sliding her hands down over my sex and towards the edges of my skirt. I knew were this was going, but did not have the decency to stop it. She pulled up the ends of my skirt, so everyone one the other side of the glass could see, I was not wearing panties. Without looking I knew Charlie was smiling at those on the outside, though he did take a few steps back, giving Tina the space to take full advantage of me. I felt the first wave of heat splash over me, right as the first officer got to the door, and simply stopped when he was able to see this side of things. My sex was fully showing and also starting to drip. Speechless would have been a start, the other two did not have any better time speaking after they saw the show being displayed to them and those next to them.

John was now looking at me, as if he had never truly met me and could not believe I was the same woman who had been sleeping next to him all these years. I knew he had a dark side, but never had the ability to shed his mother in the need to explore it. Tina was making a complete erotic spectacle of me, my body, herself and the officers now standing in watch. I felt her nose slid past my left ear, before I heard her words. One hand had moved to my ass and the onlookers were doing everything they could to see why. When a finger slid into my unpleasantly tight ass, I knew what to expect when I actually got to my new condo. I put my hands up, right in time to catch my body from hitting the glass, on the door. She worked her fingers deeper and deeper into my ass, and was working a fe into my sex as well. I was being taken by the heat of ecstasy, when the first bomb went off, spraying the glass and floor below me. I screamed and clawed at the glass, as one of the police officers seemed to be having trouble taking calm breaths fro himself. Never before had I considered myself an exhibitionist, but having all these people watching as I was brought to wave after wave of orgasm, did give me a deeper sense of power over my own life. It was Tina’s voice that brought me out of my trance, but her words only fueled my desire to continue.

“It would seem, I am not the only one who enjoys being taunted an played with, dear Fate. Would you like me to stop before we kill one of the offices, or should I slid to my knees and drink you in fully where they are sure to see it all?”

Was I evil enough to allow her to do that with only glass between myself, John, his mother and father and three police officers, or would I allow my pent up sexual needs to go further unused? Mommy seemed to want to push me further, I could not help myself when I leaned back and kissed Tina’s lips saying,

“Do as you will to me!”

That was more then enough to get her full attention and after she let go my lip, she was good to her other words, kneeling down on the floor making sure all those outside would see where her tongue was going to go first. The smile now crossing my face, wore more then an evil hint, when I noticed John’s hands between his own legs and the look of loss on his face. His mother, on the other hand, was not turning away, and I could only wonder why.

“You disgusting little whore, you think showing your dirty cunt and lady slut is going to escape you from trouble this night. I demand you stop this, this minute! May God strike you down for dancing in sin, Stop. Damn you stop this minute…”

Tina was fully drenched in my come and her lips had no sense of stopping, this making mother yell all the louder. I felt my anger finally peak and stepped back a step, making sure to look down and have Tina see my eyes of love for her. My skirt fell, covering my true being from the onlookers outside the door. I was still recovering from four of the most powerful orgasms n my life, so I could only imagine what my face looked like. I leaned to the glass, so my face was right next to it. I hd thought about what to do net, as Tina had brought me to one spasm after another. My soon to be late husband was still on the ground, playing with himself, and his mother had not yet noticed. His father had simply walked away some time ago. Charlie was, I could only imagine, sitting back on the bench next to the elevators. Three officers had turned to five an they too were still quite speechless. And still, I was thinking how to end this little ballet I had created? Simply. I wanted more from Tina, and I wanted Charlie pounding me, so this was no longer the place for me, or us to be. I looked right at my lost mother in law and spoke to her from a place of pure hatred in my being.

“You have made sure, every day since our joining that I was not even close to a woman you would have allowed your pathetic son to marry. You have never once been supporting of my loss of family as a child, and you seem to enjoy pointing out my lack thereof. I have hated you from the very moment we met, and now, you stand on the outside of this building trying to convince yourself that you are truly in control. Well let me key you in, you heartless bitch! This building is now my home. The money I use to buy it I have earned, every cent. Nothing I use now, or in my future, ever came from John, only the darkness from which I now speak to you. I will be sure to have my bank look into the crime of John having any linking to my personal accounts, first thing in the morning. As for you, I now speak to the police; If you would be so kind gentleman, to remove the next to you from this property, I would be most thankful. They were not invited, and this paper clearly hows this is where I live.

Furthermore, if there are any complaints to my actions, I would be happy to allow the police in to speak with me about it. thank you all.”

This was all the police needed to snap completely out of their sexual trance. They all came out at the same time, to John’s mother still screaming at the glass. I was most satisfied when one of them turned to her and tried to speak, and was ignored. I could only turn to my left, help Tina up off the floor, and wrap my arms around Charlie. We three headed fro the elevator and my home now waiting above. Two gentlemen in matching grey suits were getting out, as we got in. They seemed to know Charlie and tipped their hats as he walked by, him speaking with them only a moment.

“Thank you guys for putting a rush on my order, I will make sure to send you a thank you tomorrow.”

“Not a problem Charlie, you know we are always happy to help the customers. Have a good night sir.”

A smile was all he showed, and Tin and I were left wondering what else had been going on during our show. The door’s closed and I watched my mother in law through the closing crack and handcuffs were being applied. Once the doors were completely closed, I turned to Charlie and asked how h knew the two men.

“Is there something I am missing, or have you been up to something?”

“Now you go and make me feel like a man in trouble. I only stood back and watched you take control of your life away from that terrible woman. Now, you think there was something else going on, I am hurt!”

“Hurt my ass, you are up to something, but I am sure I will figure it out in due time. Tina, I don’t think I could have planned this any better if ever I had planned it in the first place. thank you love, that was more then wonderful, in many many ways. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?”

“Just take me to this portal and get me drunk!”

“Deal”

I leaned over and kissed her lightly an held her too me, but before we could go getting ourselves hot again, the elevator doors opened, and a woman I knew all too well was standing there waiting for me. Tridggy. She stood there smiling at me, and once again I could see the row of sharp teeth behind her smile. She looked to Charlie next and to him she spoke.

“It would seem she is much stronger then any of us could have imagined. Are you sure you did not have a hand in the strength she showed only moments ago?”

“No love, that was all her. Well, her and Tina, but I had nothing to do with it, I promise.”

She was looking at him as if she knew he was hiding something, but would not tip her hand. The thoughts of how they knew each other spun in my mind, but I walked out of the elevator on my way to my new home. Tina by my side, with Charlie and Tridggy behind me. I had an unexpected storm cloud come to settle over my head right as I reached the door. I leaned on my new door as I put the key to the lock. the cloud was about to break as Charlie spoke.

“What is bothering you dear? You were just so proud and happy with yourself, what is bothering you?”

“Oh I just realized the place is now mine, but there is nothing inside this door. I did not get a chance today to have anyone move my things from the house to here. All I have now is the clothing on my back and an empty condo. We are going to have to stop at the mall before we go out tonight. I can’t wear this. It has seen much too much sex today to be worn in public and I am not wearing panties. I know that make you two happy, but I would like to feel kind of clean to go out and play.”

That look of him knowing something more then I was back and even Tina was smiling. They were both up to something and I could not imagine what. Tina spoke and brought my mood back a bit, with a peck on my lips.

“Look we are all here, you are about to enter your new home, lets not think about the details till you have had a chance to enjoy this moment, shall we?”

I looked from one to the other, including Tridggy, and then opened the door, to my new home and something more. Most of the things I had wanted moved from the house were now covering my living room, along with a new satin dress of red and matching lace bra and panties hanging right in my field of vision. I could hardly breath, and knew then who those men were and how Charlie had known them.

“Hoe did you do this, and how did you know what I wanted here? I can not believe you went to all this trouble for me, thank you Charlie!”

“Fate, this is your world, and your dream, how could I not know what you would want? You wanted me and Tina, and we exist, how is the rest so hard to imagine?”

“You two I have liked from the day I got my job, this is something completely separate. Tridggy, you seem to know everything about me, how is that possible from only one kiss. What are you?”

“Well what do you know, she asked the right question, I think I will tell you the truth, but not till we are all in front of Alex an he has made us a round of drinks. So, get dressed lovely and lets get moving the portal will only wait forever!”

I was more confused now then I was when first entering the room, but I quickly removed my days clothing and redressed in those hanging in front of me. I did not think twice about having onlookers when I did so, and as soon as I was dressed an ready, we were all out the door and back in the elevator, heading down. I was a bit calmer when we arrived on the first floor again. That was till I realized John and his parents had not been fully removed. Mrs. Etcher was putting up a serious fight and the police were having trouble getting control of her. Tridggy was the one to exit the building first, but she did not seem upset by the show being put on by mommy. She shoved Mrs Etcher to the ground and smiled at the cop. It was when he smiled back I saw the same sharp teeth peaking out from under his lips. For the first time since I had entered the Portal, the other night, I started to feel a bit of fear. What were they and why did they want to help me so much? I was not given much time to wonder, Tina and Charlie took me by the arms and we all walked out the door and past my ex mother in law on the ground. I turned to look back at her and the only time since I had met her, felt sorry for her. Something was off about all of this, and though it was everything I wanted and had dreamed of for years, it still was wrong. What had I gotten myself into?

Last Day

Once we had gotten across the street, and my x-family was out of sight and thought, we had only to figure out what and were we needed to go to get me new clothing, and all of us food. As we walked on, I could not help but think of the expression on John’s face and wonder if everything I was doing was really necessary? Had he truly been a bad husband, had he truly made my life as miserable as I made him out to be? Many thoughts ran through my mind as we walked through downtown Cincinnati, but the one which stuck the most were the odd teeth I kept seeing on the people around me. The officer, Tridggy, and others all around me. Was it something about the world I was being told and simply not listening, or was there more to these people then met the open eye?

My body was still tingling as we walked, and the overwhelming need for more still vibrated between my legs and in my mind. I knew, by the end of the night se would end up at the portal, but between now and then, I was unclear what I wanted or needed to do. We stopped in a coffee shop to get a drink and kill some time. I had not realized just how thirsty I was or that I had eaten very little today. Everything about the way this day had gone was a blur. The morning meeting turning the an orgy in all departments, finding out that Tina was so much more of what I had wanted then any man could ever offer and now knowing I had my own place. My own life and was on my way to a new chapter of my life. Tonight was going to be the beginning of something I still could not wrap my head around, but look forward to all the same. No more regrets, no more worrying about what anyone thought about me and no more being nagged by outside sources in my life. This was my time to find myself and this was my chance to move in a direction not previously possible.

Charlie walked behind me to my right and ran his hands over my ass as he crossed behind me. I still had Tina’s hand on my left and having them both touching me gave me a sudden chill. Nothing that was sexual so much, rather something very dark and unfamiliar. Everything felt like what I wanted, but this simply, was wrong. I was having problems breathing and I had to stop for a minute. We had taken a seat in the coffee shop and the others were talking so I simply sat and listened for a moment. I looked over to Tina when she was talking about the sex this morning and this afternoon.  I had chills over my body and my mind was struck with a cold fear I could not explain. What was causing this, and how did I rid myself of it?

“I would never have thought I would be used and adored by Fate or you Charlie. I mean I expected the same old boring work environment this morning and instead I find myself in the most erotic situation of my life and my body and mind being pushed. I must say, if every day at the office was like this, I don’t think I would ever complain about coming to work again!”

“Tina, do you think I set out to make your life boring when you came to work for me, I mean you are the one who has never made your desires known. Of course no one I going to approach you if you tell them with every fiber of your being that you are not interested. Would you have run after you before this morning, think about it. You are the one in control of your own life, you re the one who has to allow others to see you for who you truly are and what you truly want. Look at Fate, She never really showed who she was till the last few days, but it was always kind of lurking on the surface. It was there if one looked hard enough. She wanted to be fucked, used and played with. She only needed to find the right set of people to play with and the little beast within came out to play. Isn’t that right my dear?”

I had heard the question, but I was still lost in my own thoughts and had not considered I may have been listening to the conversation for the wrong reasons. My mind was still lost to my own thoughts, so when Charlie came over and shook me, I still did not register what was going on. It too both of them to snap me back to reality. Even when they had my attention, I still did  not respond. I looked directly into his eyes an still did not see him. My sight could only focus on his mouth and the teeth hiding behind his lips. They were he same as the others, sharp pointed and evil. The rest of him was as the world would expect, but the teeth I could not explain, and no longer ignore. Something was wrong, terribly wrong and I could not ignore it! My mind was swimming alone, and the water was only getting deeper. I looked to Tina and saw the same teeth behind her smile. I looked to Tridggy, now sitting on the other side of me and found the same. The last thought before them yelling together to gain my attention brought the most fear to me. I did not have a mirror to look into, but I raised my right hand to my own mouth and felt my upper front teeth and found them sharp, and pointed like the others.

My hands were shaking, and I felt fear deeper then anything else I had ever felt before. I knew This was not a dream, but I knew I had found or placed myself into something I could no longer control. Had I ever been in control, or had it all been a pool of water in the middle of a desert? My fist memory of the teeth being this was was the firs time I saw Tridggy outside of The Portal a few days back. that had been the day of that terrible meeting and feeling ever so like a whore. I never wanted to feel that way again. I wanted to be free. Truly free to do as I liked and not have to answer to anyone again. I wanted to know true freedom and had not cared what the price could be for that freedom. They were all yelling again, and other people n the shop were looking at me wondering what could be causing me not to answer. I snapped out of my trance, and looked right at Tridggy, knowing she was the key to all of it. She had the answer I wanted and needed, if not be the answer herself.  I looked right at her and spoke from my heart.

“What in all the hells is happening to me? What did you do that first day I met you, why does everything feel so different now? Please, I am begging you, tell me what is going on!”

She sat and smiled for a few moments before answering, but when she answered, she only did so partially. The less she said, the more uncomfortable I felt and knew I may not like the full answer when if ever I got it.

“Do you not remember the way you felt when you met me? Do you remember exactly what you were thinking or wishing for at the same moment? It has always been told, what out what you wish for, you may not like the outcome. this is one of those times, but I promise tonight, when we all get back to the portal, you will receive your answers. Make certain you truly want them my dear. Once you have that knowledge, you will never be able to forget it.”

At the same moment she stopped talking, Tina took my hand and refused to let go. There was something about the way she gripped me, something telling me to watch my steps and thoughts. I could not explain how I was feeling, nor could I cease to question. Charlie simply retook his seat, and continued speaking to us all, without concern for anyone actually listening to him. I only heard a few words from him. I knew I needed to tired carefully, but I had never been one to allow my life to go completely out of control. I could hear my fathers voice in the back of my head, “control is only an illusion. Be careful who you allow to have true power over you.” I knew he was speaking directly to me from the grave at this moment. today had beans glorious thus far, why did my stupid mind have to go making things bad again? I needed time to myself and time to collect my thoughts. I knew where this night was going got end up, who I was going got end up with and the outcome of my decisions for the day, but for now, I needed peace of mind and time to reflect. I looked from Tina to Charlie and Tridggy. I had no intention of upsetting anyone, but I got to my feet and spoke slowly and directly.

“I think for the next few hours I need some time alone. This has already been an epic day, and I am sure the evening will be just as good, but for now, I think I need to be alone. Could we meet back at my apartment building around six so we can all go to the portal together?”

the looks on all their faces when I said I wanted to be alone were not good ones. Tina, most of all looked as if she was going to either cry or pout, but I held to my convection and walked towards the door. None of them actually said anything, only looked at me as if disappoints by my need for personal space. I walked out the front door to the shop and started walking. I really had no destination, but the cool air blowing between the buildings helped to set my mind at ease. I walked for some time, not paying any attention to where my feet took me. One person or another spoke to me, on the street and I spoke back, trying got be polite. It was not till I cam to the southeast corner of Washington park that I realized just how far I had walked. I was not tired, for all my physical activities this day, but the idea of taking a seat on the center fountain seemed like a good one. I found a place, off to one side where the water would not get on, what was left of my dress. It was still a bit wet, but after I sat down and remembered I had no panties on, I really did not care. the wet soaking through to my skin reminded me of the happenings today.

I had been fucked by charlie this morning in his office, in private. I hd been used openly on the couch by other members of the office and Tina and I hd been more then happy to make a mess of ourselves and each other. Tina had taken the pleasure of making me come and scream in front of my inlays and the police, and now I sat alone in the park trying to understand my motivations for the course this day. As I sat there, and watched the world around me, I noticed strange things, everywhere I looked. A child playing gin the fountain seemed to walk funny, and I swear I could see what looked like a tail on her backside. Other children, smiling had no is your concern about showing off their almost fangs. It was a young boy who came to sit next to me, who brought me to  realization of my surroundings I could not ignore. He was anything but shy, he came right up to me and spoke as if we had known one another for years. Not the typical actions of a young boy his age. I could see no parents anywhere near, so I sat and listened to him speak.

“I am sorry to bother you, but you look very lost. Are you not from here?”

“Honestly, I feel lost, though not in a sense of my city, but my understandings. What is your name?”

“Asmoday, I am glad to meet you, but you still seem lost to me. Can I help you find your way?”

Asmoday was a name I had not heard for many years, since I was a child in Sunday school in my parents Catholic church. I found it strange that this little boy would be named after such a terrible demon, but then parents today give children names and don’t care about the origin. I tried to remember exactly what his name had meant, but I could not. He sat a continued looking at me, making me feel more and more uncomfortable. It was starting to get dark when I realized  I still had to go buy an outfit for this evening. I tried to get my barring, and think of the best and closest place to buy clothing. I knew of a few shops in Over The Rhine where I could go, and that would only be a few minutes walk. I was about to get up when Asmoday spoke again, catching me off guard.

“You have to always consider, we all find ourselves on one path or another. Many are laid out before us, others we seek out on our own. For you to find your path, you must first decide if you are on a pre-chosen path, or one you found for yourself? Having a good night Fate.”

I had walked more then a block away from the park before it hit me. Th child knew my name, and I hd not given it to him. I wore not name tag from the office and nothing on my purse gave it away. Running quickly back towards the park I felt a freezing cold drip of fear slide down my back. How did that child know my name? How did he have such deep understanding of my current situation and what kind of parents would name a child after a demonic presence from the beginning of time? I still could not remember where I had heard his name, and knew it would bother me till I did. The shop I was seeking was right in front of me, and they looked like they may be closing. I stepped inside quickly, found a blouse and skirt, both which were loose fitting and very comfortable. I could not believe the prices, but the silk felt wonderful on my skin and when I was changing into them, I decided to go without a bra, since I was already missing panties. I may as well make it a lost set. I was sure my companions would be fine with it later tonight. the shop keeper was a young woman, very pleasant and had a wonderful smile. I no longer looked to see if everyone around me had strange teeth and only wanted to enjoy the rest of my evening. I knew where I was, and I also knew The portal was much closer to me then my new home. Charlie had put his number in my phone this morning after our fuck. It made more sense to meet them, then to go all the way to my condo. I was happy when he answered.

“Yes Charlie, would you all mind too much meeting me at the portal? No, I am only a few blocks from it now. Yes, I am sure I know where I am going. Thank you. Is Tina and Tridggy still with you now? Oh, they went off on their own too, no, I completely understand. Yes, I will see you soon. Bye.”

I found it odd that Tina, so closed off till this morning would go off with Tridggy on her own, but maybe she, like myself only needed the right push to move another direction in her life. after I left the shop I started in the general direction of the portal. It was only five minutes later when I was standing outside the bar, and the glow from within seemed so inviting. I had told Charlie I would wait for him outside, but I really wanted a drink, and he would surely know I was inside when he got here. I opened the door and right as the backdraft smell hit me, I knew I was in the right place. It did not smell like any bar, but of burnt bbq and smoke. Strangely enough it was a welcome smell and set my mind at ease. the light was much darker within then out on the street. After my eyes had adjusted completely, I looked over at the bar and saw Alex pouring drinks for Tridggy and Tina, who looked like they were already on a third if not fourth round. There were a great many more people in here then the first time I had come in. When I stole a look around, I saw Husk in the far corner with a young woman, his face between her legs, and her body shaking from one or more sexual surges. I could not help but smile, an wonder how well he would fuck and use me, if given the chance. As I walked to the bar, a thought occurred to me, and I did not even twitch when it was cruel and thoughtless of a man, I now hated, John. I was just sitting down when I wondered how he would look splattered across the front of a city bus, him and his terrible mother. I had never entertained thoughts of this sort, I always tried to keep my thoughts of them more civil, but I was still angry an who was going to care! Alex saw me and smiled. Tina had followed his gaze and also smiled when she saw me. this time her teeth were very visible and they were sharp and even a bit evil looking. there was a mirror on the back of the bar and I had to see if mine were the same. I opened my mouth an saw a row of very sharp teeth on the stop and normal on the bottom. I was about to scream when I feel one hand on my ass, and another on my left shoulder. Charlie hd come up behind me, and Tridggy was now standing. I no longer cared if the answers I wanted brought more fear to my mind, I just needed to know. Looking to Charlie I must have said as much with my eyes. He spoke and Tridggy smiled walking towards a private booth in the back of the bar. Right next to the booth where Husk was making sure to fuck the young woman raw with a gag in her mouth to keep her from disrupting others in the bar. Two flashes from the curtain told me more people were coming, but I did not care. Was going to get my answers and that was what I wanted. We all took our seats and then he spoke, as if speaking through me, not only to me.

“So you think you are ready for the truth, and you know this can never be forgotten?”

“Yes! I need to know what is going on, and why. Nothing has been the same since I first came in here and though I am not sorry about anything that has happened, I don’t like not understanding. Why does everyone, including me have a row of fangs? Why do people around me seem so strange, in a city I have lived almost ten years, and why are my thoughts and desires only getting darker?”

“One at a time, though I think the first will answer them all. Now, you told me when I interviewed you years ago that your family was catholic. You also told me you had never truly had faith, but one you only wanted to be able to live your life without strings or hindrance. Is this information still true?”

“Yes, but what does any of that have to do with the last week or today?”

“Alright, in your childhood teachings, what is a stop for your soul before heaven or hell? Where would you go to desc with the way you had lived your life? Do you believe anything you were told or taught when you attended church as a child?”

I knew the word he was looking for in his questions, but I also knew it was only some made up red by the church to get people to follow their rules. There was nothing real about most everything I hd been told as a child in church! He continued to speak, and my mind drifted. A large book was laying on the coffee table I had not been upon sitting down. It had a picture of an angel falling to hell on the cover. The title, gave me chills, but also made me wonder. “The Fallen – An alphabetical understanding of demons.” I continued to look at it, even when I heard one of the words from Charlie’s mouth.

“Not everything is as simple as you brea it were. There are many things that will find you in this world and bring you to suffering and flame.”

Just as he spoke, I looked over to the next table where the young woman was still being taken again and again by Husk. His face was a deep red in need and hers the same, though as I watched, I saw the tongue from his mouth lick her neck. It was not as it should have been. It was long and split at the ends. That was the last bit of answer I wanted or needed to this place. Part of me wanted to run, part wanted to give in and get used myself. Tina was, more then happy, at that precise moment to reach under the table, up my skirt and across my smooth sex. The events of the morning, still fresh in my mind, rang true as her finger found their way inside me. Charlie was smiling with an evil grin, as I gave in to Tina, and TridggyStarted her hands up under my blouse, finding I had done away with my bra. My bret was getting short, and moisture shipping from between my now spread legs. Could it all be real, could I have found myself in a state only one word could truly explain? Did I truly care? fingers, hands, words and need penetrated my body, mind and soul. I did not care about the rest. I was free to make my own way. To do as I liked and watch the world fade with every personal choice. Charlie turned his smile to a grin right as my thoughts floated off my mind. He turned over the table between us and grabbed my neck. I was ripped out of my seat, turned around and pushed back to the bench, only this time on my knees. His right hand kept me pinned to the bench back, his left hand found the skin below my knees and moved upwards to find his prize. Tina had gone far past fingering me, and had one of her small hands all the way inside me. The pain was sweet torment, and I knew I no longer had my choice anyway. I moaned as her hand was pulled out all at once. It was quickly replaced by the cock which could only belong to Charlie. both of his hands moved to my breasts and pulled hard and true, slamming himself deep within me. This time I could only cry out and scream. HE was going to give e the fuck, I had wanted all day. No more loving touch. No more tender kisses. No, this was going to tear me raw, and make me believe in the world of shadows, taking me forever from the light. I looked at the door, cover by a sheet, and one flash led to another, and another till all I could see were flashed and one soul after another flooded into the bar. It was now packed, and I could only feel the tingling between my legs where I was being fucked, and proved to no end. One of the women now had fingers in my ass, and this too I found welcoming. I did not care what was done to me. I did not care what I may be called for it tomorrow. I did not care if this action may or may not have consequences of its own. I was a slave to man, woman and darkness. I would bow to the desires of others. I would bow to my own true darkness. I would not worry about anything. More and more my fuck continued. More and more i felt things I had never tried before. Alex came over and left a round of drinks on the table next to us. Charlie stopped only briefly enough to drink, then went back to his use as he saw fit.

My body shook with each orgasm I was pushed too. My throat was raw from screaming, my hands sore from supporting and my skin bruised from bites and slaps. My mind turned in on its self over and over. My feeling came and went, and then it all stopped. No warning, no one pulling out, just completely stopped. I found myself laying on the floor, just under the bar where I had sat my first time in here. A glass in my hand, now spilt on the floor. Alex coming around to make sure I was all right, but no Charlie. No Tina and no Tridggy. I had trouble understanding what was going on, but then Alex spoke and it clicked.

“Dear, are you alright? You took a sip of your drink and your eyes closed and you fell backwards. Are you sure you are ok?”

“Drink, what drink, you did not give me a drink today. You left them on the table for everyone, but I have not drank mine yet.”

“Everyone? Fate, whatever are you talking about? You came in alone today, and as you can see, the place is still very empty. We normally are this early on a Monday!”

Monday, what could he be talking about? It was Friday, I just got my new condo today. I was rid of John and his terrible parents and my life was now mine. The door opened and in walked a woman who, at first I would have seen as Tridggy, but when she stepped fully in the door was instantly covered in white light and I swear wings. She smiled down on me, and spoke, though I would swear only to me.

“Your heart is not lost to us yet, you still have a choice. You do not have to fall fully this day. Get up child, go home to your husband and find peace in your life. We have not forsaken you!”

Then she was gone and everything that had just happened hit me like a falling star! I got up, with Alex’s help and went over to sit at a booth. The same strange book was still on the table.  When Alex walked back to the bar to get me some water, I opened the book to one of the first pages. One name stood out and a definition below it brought tears to my eyes.

Asmoday : Prince of demons; thought to be the serpent that deceived Eve.

On the next page I found another name, this time of an angel, and again I had problems moving or breathing. I saw the face I had seen only moments ago, an wings in an outline of pure white light.  the name was one I had never been taught, but it rang like bells from heaven in my mind.

Zadkiel : An angel who helps heal emotional wounds by comforting people and healing their painful memories.

I was trying to understand what I was feeling and hat was happening to me. Taking a moment to look at myself, I found I was not wearing the outfit I hd bought today, but the same outfit I had been wearing my first tim in the bar. I hd the same purse, which I knew to be in John’s house, not here. Confusion grabbed me and refused to let go. Alex came back over to holding a glass of water. the glass had a small cross etched on it. I drank it down and truly felt better. A bar napkin sat on the table, to the side of the book. It had large doors printed on it, though the name was not, “The Portal”. It clearly read “Purgatory”. My mind and body shook with the same thought. My hands could not hold the glass and I heard my phone ring. I did not know what to do. I did not know how to feel or how to think. I picked up my phone out of habit.

“Hello? John? What are you calling me for? I assumed after this afternoon you would never talk to me again. What do you mean my psych appointment? No, that was almost a week ago, why would it matter now? I don’t know. In a bar downtown. Umm, sure. I will give you the address, hold on. I don’t know, let me meet you in OTR. Will that work it is only a few blocks. Yes, good bye.”

Alex walked over to me and helped me stand.

“That the husband on the phone? Seems like you spoke to him well. Not normal from what you told me hen you first took your seat. Is everything alright ma’am?”

Fear was gripping me, but so was a sense of peace. It had all been a dream. The past week. The terrible things I had done and said. I was not living alone and I actually felt like I could move forward again. Maybe this would be a new life from before. Alex walked over to me reaching me his hand.

“Can I call you a cab? You be careful out there, all kinds of demons looking for lost souls tonight.”

“Thank you.”

I walked out of the bar, and down the front steps. Halfway down the street, I turned when I saw a flash behind me. What I saw would haunt me for the rest of my life. There was no building, only a pile of rubble from a torn down building. and in the middle were a set of massive grey doors almost floating. there but not there all the same. As if to answer unasked questions, a priest cam walking around the corner smiling at me.

“Are you lost child?”

“No Father, thank you.”

I walked for the place I told John I would meet him and left the priest and doors behind me. I felt as if I was being given a second chance and though I would never know where I had truly been for the last week, I knew where I would be going from this point on.

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